Hello, it's Eileen.

2009-11-09T00:44:00.002+08:00

I'm not using this site anymore... i've changed link!

decided not to delete this page because i really love

reading abt my past.

Thanks for reading lovableens!

2009-10-17T13:16:00.003+08:00

Omg. i've not been blogging for say 2 months?

Giving myself a break from this site because i've now

prioritise books my 1st. O lvl is merely 9 days away and

i don't think i'm prepared. nope, don't even have the

urge to start studying at times.

Fuck got me.

2009-08-20T18:04:00.003+08:00

Got B3 for my chinese. Disappointed x 10.

No words can describe how badly you hurt me with

your words. Dad, why there isin't once you feel proud

and satisfied of what i've achieved?

Just why must you put me down? Is B3 really

considered lousy? :'(

You'll never understand how i feel.

Because, you're not me.

2009-08-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

Long

Blogger is finally functioning. It wasted 10 mins of my

life ytd and kept me annoyed for the entire night.

Maybe afterall, i shouldn't abandon this site as

it has been with me for 3 years. From the most

memorable days to the most difficult phase, it kept

me going.

You know this site cheered me quite alot when i was

in the lowest pits. I look at the past entries and

couldn't help but laugh to myself. Those days

when i hurled vulgarities, those days when i had 3

inches worth of makeups on me.

Interesting and memorable indeed.

Also, this space kept times i've spent with my

ex boyfriends. wouldn't say it's anything worth

remembering.... but it's actually quite amusing to

come to a realization of how much i've changed

these few years. yadayadahhhh.

In case some of you might be wondering abt.

why lovableens? because,

Lovable + Leen = Lovableens!

That's real smart of me 3 years back righttttt.

You know dear, i thank god for your presence.

With love.

2009-07-23T20:24:00.003+08:00

F.r.i.e.n.d.s
Thankfully, I've learnt how to see who are my true

friends and whos not. Sometimes in life, we're bound

to befriend some wrong people. Back then, being

the ignorant and naive girl i was, i thought i'm really

good in choosing who to mix with and who not to.

I thought i was old enough to decide for myself.

I was wrong.

I just realised that i couldn't give an answer if you

were to ask me if whos my bestfriend or who i'm now

closest to. Two years back, if you were to ask me the

same question, without any hesitation i'll tell you

who. I used to care alot, really. But i gave up.

I wouldn't want to waste my time on a friend that

doesn't appreciates me as much as i do.

Friends changes too. They might be the one closest

to you this second and the next, they'll probably

be stepping over your head. Time flies....It has been

5 years. Should i say it's too short for us to

really see whos the one being nice or should i say

that it's so long that we no longer bother to

care about how one another feels?

Maybe after we've all parted then will we realise

that all along, we've always been good friends.

Friends that have been through lots of and lots of

obstacles together, friends that have been caring

for one another......... in silence.

Shall we all talk?

2009-07-10T23:03:00.003+08:00

To love,

Having difficulty waiting for this freagging time to

end. Can't wait for W to be back cause i'm missing

him just a tat too much and it's unbearably bored

w/o him on weekends! Hehe no doubt hes still the

bestbestbest person i can spend my weekend with.

You know without you,

blogger is my bestfriend.

I'm still deciding if i should stop blogging here and

change to somewhere where i'll get enough privacy.

Should i or should i not? this is irritatin.

What do you guys think?

I've this strong urge to party now.

my life is like a sad cow without it's food.

Do you understand do you understand do you huh?

more pictures tmr. bye.

2009-07-09T20:56:00.003+08:00

Bored

Life goes on and i'm back to my schooling life.

F.sick about it because i know it v.well that i'm not

those who really adores sitting down doing math,

science or even english. Just couldn't wait...

couldn't wait for time to pass as quickly as it could.

I've always been day-dreaming abt how fantastic

life would be after my Os. You know that always

made me have a feeling that is impossible

to be put into words. leh

I think for the past few months i haven't been doing

at the optimal level. I too know that i've slacken

down quite alot. Don't worry i'm a little sick of

seeing those disappointing results. My marks have

been failing me these few months! What Ms J

said in class today was quite true. I wouldn't want

to be put into a situation whereby i regretted not

studying well enough because i thought i could do

it without any revision.

I always had this thinking..... and my chem marks

proved me utterly wrong today. Kinda feeling guilty

for not studying now :( ya know i can see that Ms

J was very disappointed in me bcos she gave a loud

sigh when she passed me my paper. sad x 100000

O lvl chinese oral tmr. wish me luck.

Web-camming with weising now.

i.want.a.new.camera.

2009-07-04T13:47:00.002+08:00

A thing called love

Thanks Weising

for the care you've showered me with

for those suprises that you gave

for those stupid noises you made on phone

for those names that you called me

for those times when you accompanied me

for those times you said i'm perfect

All these made me know how to appreciate myself

just better.

2009-06-22T17:02:00.002+08:00

Too many pictures. In summary,

Holidays coming to an end but i've not really enjoyed

myself yet. Homework not done... gotta do it later.

Speaking of homework reallyyyy makes me sick.

Butterfactory tomorrow. Interested pm me.

i'll be back.

2009-06-20T02:14:00.002+08:00

Tired

Back from batam. Feeling so much contented with

what i have now. The washrooms over at batam were

real horrible x 10. No one can ever describe the

word 'constipation' as well as i do. Laughs

Summerfest @ siloso tomorrow yay.

Party time.

I'm.deprived.of.sleep.

2009-06-16T12:25:00.002+08:00

i'm out of town .

will be back on friday .

see you guys then ! :D

2009-06-15T11:22:00.003+08:00

I dead!

i'm having flu symptoms now and the worst thing

is, i've been hanging out with darliney's sis who just

came back from melbourne! the plane that she

boarded had 2 or 3 infected passengers.

I'm worrying like one mad dog now because i've been

attending birthday parties these few days.

Most likely tomorrow's batam trip with my family

and D will be cancelled too. Double the whammy :(

I've been looking forward to this trippppp since

the term closed! The best part comes here............

MOH going over to D house today to check

and i think D's whole family might be quarantined.

Which concludes that, i might be affected too.....

since i had close contact with D.

Keeping my fingers crossed that we'll all be fine.

With love,

Interested in butterfact on 23rd? Pm me now!

2009-06-12T16:56:00.004+08:00

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2009-06-08T20:49:00.005+08:00

Bad girlfriend am i?

That day when you said "you treated me like shit" i felt

really badd. I know throughout these 6 months that

we've been tgt, i'm always being the unreasonable

meanie. I too know that you've always been the one

giving in. There were times where i'm disgusted the

by way i treated you even though you're being

such a nice boyfriend.

Sometimes i just couldn't help but kept thinking if i'm

the one for you. I'm sure without me, theres still better

girls out there who treats you way better than i am.

I really don't understand. I really don't.

You're not obliged to give in to me. but why are you

always being so understanding? you've never once

shouted at me. but i've always been the one yelling at

you. you've never said i screwed things up but i've

always been saying that to you. you've never once

utter a word about how bad i've treated you. but i'm

the one always blabbering about how bad you were.

I've always been comparing you to other guys. but

you've never once compared me to any other girls.

i've always been saying that you're lousy. but all you

said to me was "you're perfect". You've gave me all

the suprises you could. but i've never once given you

any.

I'm feeling very ashamed of myself.

What should i do?

I'm sorry. Love you.

2009-06-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

Tired

No time to blog. i'll be having school daily from 2nd of

june till 12 of june 8am-4pm! what's worst is.... from

tmr to sat, 8am-9pm. Drainnnnedddddd.

I'll be back real soon!

StJames on the 7th OR

Buttterfact on the 23rd? Interested???

PM ME!

And click on my nuffnang advert! thanks

2009-05-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

It's 12.15am now and i have not slept a wink.

In case some of you do not know, Chinese Os is just like

3 or 4 days away. Not too long to go, yet not to short to

have the last chances to create miracles.

School these few days were everything about chinese.

We were drilled to do everything by an error free and

perfecting our writing in the shortest time possible

so much that my brain stops functioning at times.

Till these days then i started realising that even

Chinese as a language, has it's own beauty that will

only be realised after long practices of writing and

speaking. (HAHA weird me today because for my

entire life, i've not been speaking good of chinese.)

Sometimes i actually felt that theres a significant

change in how life was like from last year and this

year. Although theres more to handle, more to do

and more to study...... i'm kinda starting to tune

myself better to this hectic lifestyle without the stress

i was dealing with last year and even started to get

the momentum.

Of course, my life doesn't only revolves around studies

but also many more interesting factors that made

me what i am today. I'm no nerddddd HAHA.

Anyw, i'm having some problems deciding whether

i should pursue Business Studies(Human Resource),

Advertising & Public Relations or Law & Management

Suggestions anyone?

2009-05-22T15:52:00.004+08:00

A week ago

Hi guys i'm dead beat!

oh yes my results......

Eng B3(Shocked.highest in class. i know it's wtf)

Science B4(irritated and disappointed)

Maths C6(no words will be able describe this)

Chinese B4 (Ranked 3rd in class. i know it's wtf again)

Combi humans F9(no comments)

Poa F9(no comments too)

.
Ok tata! i.need.my.sleep.now

2009-05-20T14:11:00.002+08:00

You

All taken last night after dinner over at my house

and theres still more in my webcam folder.

Without any makeups and acting random... sorry ah!

Oh did i mention last friday i went marina mandarin

for buffet dinner at the aquamarine? Not sure

whether did i get it correctly anot. Anyw, food there

was OK but not to the peak where you'll still rmb

how the it tastes like now. But i got to agree that

the chilli crab(one of the chef's recommendation)

wasn't disappointing. Luckily enough. HAHAHA

Per head at $58+++ so... rating? 3.2/5

Darliney and me took lotsa pictures over there but

i'm lazy to upload them here. Mayb over a facebook?

Uploading pictures onto my com is no longer a

hassle with it. It's such a breeeze over there with

one click and everything done nicely! Sounding like

an ambassador for facebook now rightttt.

Mid year exams finallly over! So, done with one

little hurdle. Oh wait, wouldn't say it's even a hurdle..

mayb a small little bump? Having mixed feelings now

partly because exams ended but Os chinese coming

in like what? 11 days? anddddd i have a hunch

that i didn't do great this time round. badddddd

Meeting kennyoji and kyler later over at tampines

mall or T1. Been long since we last met up for a

drink. Might be meeting darliney for movie at night

Love

2009-05-18T16:08:00.002+08:00

Wanted to post pictures but couldn't bring myself to.

My uncle(mom's cousin) commited suicide on the 15th

of may. He jumped off his house on the 14th floor.

Life is so beautiful yet so fragile. Rest in peace.

Vaunt 4 at StJames on the 7th june! reserve from me!

2009-05-14T12:16:00.004+08:00

Love.

That's me without a pinch of makeups last sunday at

Tampines 1 with darliney and my cousins.

OK WAIT. look at the picture again!! see my thin

brows lying there lifelessly bald on my face? that's the

'fabulous' job the ugly old and fat auntie did to me.

Just compare his brows with mine... HAHAHAHA.

Exams weren't as bad nor as good as i thought.

But still, it didn't scared me any. My life still goes on

like how it was supposed to be and i'm really enjoying

every bit on this. Thanks to ppl like Efah, Zilah and

Xinhui who've been there with me whenever i'm in

desperate need for someone to talk to and also, never

failed to laugh at my not-funny-at-all jokes.

Love you girls alot

(i think you guys are the only friends that i enjoyed being with.)

Friends changes, Friends moves

Friends drift, Friends leaves......

I've experienced it more than any that i actually don't

bother to care anymore. Efah! i think we're the same

so.... we should love each other even more :)

Hehehehe let's deviate from this topic lest i get myself

emo or sadddddddd again.

I'm going to parkway later to meet denz and darliney

and he don't know any shit about it!

Yay gonnnnnnaaaaa suprise him.

7th of june St James Mixed aged.

Reserve your tickets from me!

2009-05-11T11:17:00.002+08:00

Birthday night

That's the cake i baked with darliney- the strawberry

cheesecake ;) sure loook nice huh?

Lucky enough they didn't check darliney and me.

Anyw, i was kinda high that night and was dancing the

night away on the tables and sofas.

Total madnessss but i really had fun fun fun.

Anyw, I bought a polaroid ytd and it takes f.nice

pictures hoooraayyyyy. (he paid half for it too)

Many more pictures with his sisters.

Shall post them up soon!

2009-05-09T13:15:00.002+08:00

Amara hotel , Korean Cuisine

Dinner was super filling yesterday + the cheesecake

i think i've gain mayb a kg or two? Saddddddddddddd

i must really stop eattting man. You people won't

believe how much weight i've put on since dec till now.

But i'll openly tell you ppl that i've gain er.....

3kg? or mayb a lil more. I need holidays!!!!! Because

it has always been a norm that i lose weight fast

during the holidaysssssssss.

I forgotten to take a pic of the cake we baked ytd!

Shall get it from Darliney's sis soon ;)

Tonight club. What to wearrrrrrrr?! this is driving me

nuts. Gtg! i'll be back posting pictures.

Oh wait, before i go........

HAHAHAAHHA i took lots of pictures with darliney

ytd and i loook f.ugly which is evidently seen on the

pictures above.

2009-05-08T15:38:00.002+08:00

Hatred (Please skip this part if necessary)

I'm fuming mad i swearrrrr. The damn auntie at the

trimming specialist(located at tamp inter) is damn fat,

stupid and ugly. I stepped in,told her that i wanna

trim my eyebrow and even purposely said "i don't want

it to be thin... just want it to be neat" she said "ok".

Oh wow look at the fantastic job she've done to my

brows now.... i look like i'm naked. AND she didnt

even trimmed any single shit! all she did was just

shave shave and shave!!!! I EVEN BLED @#*%&#$!

The rest always did a goob job for me except for her.

Please do not think that i'm overreacting. As girls, we

should all know that our brows play a bigbig part in

our overall appearence rightttttttttt.

On the lighter note, darliney and me baked a cheese

cake yesterday and it looks awesome-ly gooood!

(althought the big one was kinda screwed)

But anyw, we're going some hotel for dinner at night

with his family for his sis birthday. Let's just keep my

fingers cross that i won't end up ravaging the food on

the table. Don't wanna put on any more weight!

Sorry weising. I'm really sorry for always being so

unreasonable. And thanks for always being sooooo

understanding and nice. It's our 3rd.

Love you ;)

Pics taken later in the night will be uploaded soon!

2009-05-04T17:20:00.004+08:00

Missssssss

Why do i look so ugly in this photo huh?

HAHA pardon our red faces because we drank that night.

(26th april over at eugenia's house)

anddd this saturday we'll be celebrating darliney's sis 20th

birthday at some club/bar ssoooooo it's time to have fun!

(random)i'm satisfied with my current hair because

it doesn't look as ahlian-ish anymore due to the

fact that i've snipped off all the thin and long ends.

I think i look much more freshen up, neater and most

importantly TALLER! (long hair actually shortens your frame

especially if you're already short enough. HAHAHAHAHAHA)

My hair is growing in lightning speed i swear.

Only two days since we last met and i'm missing

darliney like a madwoman alrdy. The incessant thinking

of him make me feel very much like a pervert at times.

Wonder how is he doing for his soccer trials in school

now???? Please work hard k darling.

Loveandmissyou! ;)

SUPPORT www.lavinty.blogspot.com!

2009-05-03T17:20:00.003+08:00

All sides of me.

Been long since i last posted pictures of myself and i

finally got to posted some of myself today. I've more of

darliney and me to upload soon.

Pardon me for the f word i uses here (pls skip this part if necessary)

I've been doing nothing at home since 12pm except

for sleeping, eating, using lappy and talking.

I seriously think that i've been wasting my life for

more than half a year and this is realllll baddddddd.

I just can't get any books into my head cause i'm

just f.lazy and this is really pissing my ass off.

It's reallyreally f.irritating and i feel like awarding

myself a big fat slap. Last week's mid year papers

wasn't scaring any shit out of me and this is

freagging weird because it wasn't any bit like this

last year. I think i should stop going out till late in

the nights because i'm getting so used to it like no

one's business. "Hello Eileen, so... you think you're

not taking your major exams this year huh?"

Why aren't the hear of Olvls scaring me? Someone

please infect me with some stress of yours so i'll

get my ass of the chair and start mugging.

Fuck.

This week was kinda shitty for me.

Had many tiffs with darliney and sometimes it puts

wondering if our relationship is going the wrong way.

I think i'm most to blame. Dominance is the perfect

word for the fault of mine....... i guess.

Thanks for always trying your best to give in to my

wants and needs and didn't even utter a single word

though i've been complaining abt how bad you are.

I'm really sorry about that and i love you.

Anyw, i've got new stocks for Lavinty and it's really

pretty! do rmb to mention you're lovableens's reader

and get 10% of total receipt!

www.lavinty.blogspot.com

2009-04-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

Some facts that you might not know about me

I'm actually considered a little indo-chinese bcos my

grandpa is from batam. But i guess the indo blood in me

is kinda diluted now? My dad's fault!

I've not inherited my mum's pretty features all because

of my dad! Which i'm always whinning about.

I don't fart unless i'm having severe tummyaches.

Hole in my stomach? might be.

I'm very pissed now as i've earlier tried to upload pics

here but it failed! And i've tried more than once.

Trust me i'm cursing blogger very much now.

Anyway, support http://www.lavinty.blogspot.com/ ok!

we'll bebringing in vintage watches soon. Stay tuned.

2009-04-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

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With love,

2009-04-23T19:08:00.003+08:00

Hair

I swear my hair looks longer in this picture. I guess I just

snipped of like 4-5 inches of my hair? ****Cries****

However, i'm lucky enough as 8 out of 10 people usually

regretted it from the change of long to short hair.

I supposed? HAHAHA. (actually sometimes i do miss my long hair)

Most of my friends commented that i look more matured

in this hair. What do you guys think then? Tag please!

My results are on the average this time round.

English 20/30

Maths 25/40

Chinese 32/50

Combi Sci 43/60

Combi Humans 21/35

Next week mark the start of Mid year exams.

It's also a norm for the school to set 'killer papers'.

I'm trying my best to keep myself on track and sadly to

say, to date, i've not been working hard yet.

But i do really wanna score and make myself proud.

Let's just keep my fingers cross that last minute studying

still works for me just like how it always did.

It's friday tomorrow which means, Kennyoji will be back

in singapore after 4 long months overseas.

Weising, study hard k? loveyou.

2009-04-20T19:23:00.003+08:00

Sick

Evidently as seen from the webcam pics of me and weising,

you'll get to see that i don't really bother about how i look.

It's not that Eileen've turned lazy.

I find it weird to as to why wouldn't i bother about

my looks anymore when i'm with him. Too comfortable?

I GUESS SO? HAHAHAHAH. WEISING, BE A DEPRESSED

MAN FROM NOW ON AS YOU WON'T GET TO SEE ANY

PRETTY THINGS FOR QUITE SOME TIME IN YOUR

LIFE. Cheers or tears? Loveyou :)

Anyw, i'm really too lazy to post the second design of the

vinty earrings today. probably tomorrow?

This is irritating. i just can't wait. can't freagging wait to

graduate and move on to poly. Envious of those who used

to be in my batch in poly now. Life seems to be moving

much more slower over there.

ANYWAY BIG NEWS.

I CUT MY HAIR DAMN SHORT YTD. NOW MY HAIR

IS ABOVE MY CHEST. IMAGINE HOW SHORT IS THAT.

Photos will be up soon. Tell me your comments yeah!

2009-04-16T19:38:00.003+08:00

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2009-04-12T18:18:00.004+08:00

Forsaken

I forgotten about my blog totally. Life's sickening.

I hate myself!!!!!!!! why the fug can't i just eat less and

exercise more? i need to shed some fats i swear.

but schooling always seems to be a hurdle for me to slim

down. Prolly because we tend to eat more due to stress?

HAHA. high possibility.

Ok i'm gonna make a to-do-list now and the deadline

for everything to be done will be on the erm... 11/11/09.

WHY? because it's the day when i'm done with Os.

1st: To save $1000 for clothes spree

2nd: To lose 5kg (which is s-diff to attain)

3rd: A Trip overseas with close friends

4th: Aiya many more. can't think of em now.

Brain dead.

I'll continue my long to-do-list soon.

I'm feeeling damn shiokkkk now because i just had my

online shopping spree. And i've spent more than 300

bucks this weekend on things that i don't really see except

for some clothes from dorothyperks and topshop.

I REALLY NEED TO GET OVER WITH OS ASAP.

Can't wait for the day i'm liberated from this freaging

exam. That day will be the day i'll throw all my books

away and hug everyone on the streets screaming on

the top of my voice "I've GRADUATED" like finally

after 5 long years in the secondary school being ugly

all the time without even complaining.

HAHA

With love.

2009-04-02T17:52:00.003+08:00

Life couldn't have been any better.

This was taken last week if i'm not wrong.

The weather have been a total bitch for the past few

days. Staying in class makes me feel like i'm boiling.

It's freagging too warm. Oh god please let it rain!

School? still a disaster. Chemistry distinction club

remedial's test was horrendous. What have i got? HAHA

10/30. I wonder how i've gotten 1 for N levels last year.

Think i've forgotten all about the theory and stuffs.

But i admit that paper was really tough one. (i guess?)

I need moneymoneymoney to buy all my new clothes

and others that i've been eyeing for a long time.

This is bad... Os this year. Couldn't fork out any time

to really work and earn big bucks. Oh ya! i've a 2 days

event job this month with boony as we've previously

worked for them. Lucky boon and me. AHHAHA

It's time for me to be on stage for the announcement

tomorrow again! A little jittery now. But it's okay since

i've been up there once. Speak slower Eileen poh k?

Ngweising, you better clear your pimples if not imma

pinch and squeeze your pimples till you die...

ROAR-NESS. Loveyou :)

2009-03-30T18:39:00.006+08:00

Webcamming with wz in the night.

Thats what we do when we get too bored. Not in the mood. i'll be back!

Love you weising!

2009-03-23T20:39:00.007+08:00

Idiot boy of mine went to genting this morning and it feels

weird without having him to talk to me around this time where

he usually will call after dinner. I gave him a text not long ago

and he actually called me! I've been spending almost everyday

with him during my march holidays that's no wonder

why my holidays seems to end in a blink of an eye.

Anyw, just to briefly summarise how i spent this holiday with him.

Had quite a bad time with him during the first few days due to

something that happened. Shall not dwell on it since it's all over.

We had many heart to heart talks after that and i hope that it

helps in strengthening the communication we both share.

Caught a couple of movies together.....

Having dinners with my family and his family........

Went to robinson sale at expo and he kept mum even though

i've wasted alot of time shopping here and there.

Therefore i came to a conclusion: I actually enjoy spending

my time with you weising. Have fun at genting!

Your girlfriend here is missing you okay.

2009-03-19T12:55:00.003+08:00

Back.

Taken before zouk that night at home. HAHAHAHAHAA

I swear i looked 100 times uglier outside zouk as i was all

sweaty running around passing my buyers tickets.

Just came back from the school trip to msia last night.

The sky was exceptionally beautiful over at desaru.

It was an awesome experience and was my first time

watching so many stars from a boat. In the midst of the

boat trip i told myself......

"The world is such a vast place for us to be in but yet it

still showcases it's beauty to us in a pretty sceneric view".

Sometimes i feel so good spending the whole night alone

watching the stars blinking away. Have you guys had

any experience where you had a tiff with your loved ones

but watching the stars eventually calmed you down?

I had far too many. But it sure feels good after that.

Ok why am i suddenly talking so deep into stars? Deviate

back please Eileen.

Theres st james tonight but i guess i'll be giving it a miss.

Getting a lil sick of parties as it's always the same old thing

that happens. Girls there to get grinded and guys there to

grind. Boring activity to spend my night away like that.

Oh yes! i need sellers to help me sell june's party tix.

Details all not out yet. Any interested, do feel free to email

me or approach me thru msn ok or even better, tag me.

I'll be anticipating many responses yeah?

Should be meeting weising later. Bye!

With love.

2009-03-17T12:17:00.003+08:00

Have all the good times covered the changeable ones?

I've been in a dilemma for days and the same thing had

been coming non stop. Have just one night of fun made you

guys forgotten about how hard it was for you to make the

first move? how cute it was that we're able to go out tgt

and have so much fun? how much you guys tell us that you

love us? Have you guys forgotten that you're attached?

Is that all you guys want afterall ?

I certainly hope not.

I wonder why such a thing will happen. Is it my fault?

Why do ppl give up so easily? i'm sure we're all able to get

over this together but why did you guys chosed to give up?

I'll miss the times where all of us have fun outside.. really.

Not a thing to forget.

Whatever it is... i'm downright disappointed in you wes.

Don't make it as though everything will be alright.

Because i know very well that i'll still continue to think

about this. If you think that i'm making a big fuss out

of this, then i'm sorry. Just tell me how many girls will

not care anyshit about it and i'll salute them. Sadly,

I'm not one of them. Nevermind, no amount of words

can change the fact anyway. Loveyou.

Charlene! cheer up and i love you! :)

2009-03-14T14:09:00.001+08:00

Zouk + phuture for the price of 20 only!

Quick get your tix from me!

EMAIL ME AT EILEEN_BLUESKY@HOTMAIL.COM

2009-03-11T20:40:00.004+08:00

Tired

Tired because i'm emotionally drained.

Tired of all my school work that isn't possible to complete.

Tired because i've no enough time to rest.

Tired as i'm trying my best to be the one for you

I once told myself not to let anything at this point of time

affect my mood for studying. But of course as reality hits in,

you know it won't be as easy as what you thought and

planned. Indeed, life is all about setbacks, challenges,

racing with time, getting yourself heartbroken, exams,

family, friends, tears, happiness and death.

Why?

Why some people always have fantastic grades in their

report cards? Why no matter how hard some people

work, thats the best they are able to acheive? Karma?

Fate? No. I don't think life revolves around that.

I always believe, what you are... is what you think.

If you think you can, you will be able to do it.

If you think you can't, no matter how much effort you

put in nothing will be remunerated. Agree?

You guys think my results were easy to come by?

Definitely not in what i remembered. My results in

secondary three was terrible. I failed almost all my

subjects except for my languages. But i told myself

"Don't give up yet... try a lil harder, a lil longer you

can do it" and of course, i finally did it.

Yes, no doubt with a cost. I've really sacrificed alot.

Sometimes i find it hard to understand human.

Why do we always lament on the past when it's too

late for us to do anything? Why didn't you put in your

best when you're given a chance? Most people tell me

"If i were given a chance now, i will choose to study

hard". Yeah yeah always the same old retro sentence.

I can say that too, but i chose not to. Because i don't

wanna live to regret my choice like them later on.

Moral of the story? : Always cherish chances given.

No idea what is wrong... In case you don't know,

i really spent the whole day thinking of the possible

routes for you to take. But it all seems weird now.

Not all, maybe it's just us.

You left me with tons of questions in mind.

Love you.

2009-03-09T15:42:00.003+08:00

Sick

Since nowadays i'm so tied up with school work, friends

family, bf and etc. i'll try my best to upload random peeks

taken on random. Those 2 that i just uploaded was taken

2-3 weeks ago and i can't rmb when.

Gave school a slip today as i'm sick again. I think my

immune system suck a million times because it seems so

easy for the virus and bugs to intrude my body.

Falling ill seems to be a part of my life every one or

two months. How amazing is that [?]

It gets particularly irritating at times when i sneeze

4-5 times in a row and when the sneeze just don't wanna

come.(you know the feeling where you're kept on suspense due to the sneeze.

it sucks a big time, no doubt abt that)

Everyone was asking "Eileen where you mia to huh?"

I'm so so so sorry about the fact that i've not been online

for more than weeks. Now i should reveal my daily school

routine to you readers and you judge whether i'll still have

the time to come online okay?

School from 8am-3pm daily (excluding days with extra lessons)

Ok lets make it 4pm i'll reach home. Obviously when

you just came home from school you'll laze ard and

just lie somewhere comfy right? 4pm-5pm- slack.

5pm-6pm Eat dinner. (i hate late dinnners, in case you don't know.)

6pm-7pm do my own stuffs- reading etc.

7pm-8pm weising will normally call me and chat.

8pm-10pm study 10pm-11pm chat and i'll turn in at

around 11pm. That exclude days when i have extra

lessons okay. Terrible life O lvl students are leading.

Just 8 more months that we need to endure.. gogogogo!

I know it's a lil crazy to see me spurring on myself.

Oh yes before i forget. we're a month old alrdy! Time

really flies in a blink of an eye. The card was really cute

and er... childish. But whatever it is, still loveyou!

Looking forward to tennis on friday :)

Hello ppl, zouk + phuture on 15th march.

GET YOUR TIX FROM ME NOW!

With love.

2009-03-07T17:43:00.002+08:00

Hectic

Seems like time was never on my side.

Last week was commontest week again.. got back some results.

yeap, lousy and disappointing ones. English C5 Maths B4

Geog D7. Lets hope the rest won't disgust me.

So i've not been updating my blog. Even oblivious about me

having a nuffnang advert. I'm looking forward to holidays!

Anyw, 15th march sunday @ zouk, reserve your tix from me

It's very sweet to see all of you encouraging me out there.

Thanks so much. Love you guys!

I'll blog more after my tests this coming week.

2009-02-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

Contemplate

Why am i so busy everyday? How i hope i have another 6 hours

per day. Heavy responsibilities seems to be slowing my steps.

Honestly, i've lost my momentum totally.

I've been feeling lost and hopeless the past 2 months.

Everyone seems to be coping well with the tests, new topics etc.

What about me? To date, i think i've yet to get myself ready.

A very good evidence is my first common test results.

It shocked me, it really did. Despite being disappointed, i kept

telling myself to start studying to start studying but i never did.

Even if i spent hours sitting there trying hard to get books into

my head, it wasn't sucessful and was all in vain.

Recently, my mind doesn't seems to be with me. I've been

thinking of many redundant issues that i shouldn't at this

point of time. Everyone patted my shoulder and said

"Aiyah, don't worry it's a norm to get disastrous results in the

early stage of sec 5 but as time goes, you'll see the difference".

Do i have to go an extra mile and put in concerted effort?

Or do i just sit back, relax and still think that i'll be smart

enough to do last-minute-work? The teachers words have

been inccessantly ringing in my ears loud and clear even before

bed. But i just can't do it. i can't i can't i can't my confidence

is at it's lowest pit nowadays. What is missing from me now?

Wheres the Eileen i've seen last year? Disappeared.

Feelings grow..... my did.

I just hope to build a relationship with a strong base now.

Because i know, when exams starts nearing i'll be deprived of

time. Time is precious i'll try my best to let our time tick

away meaningfully making sure we've cherish and made use

of every minute, every second.

I wonder if i ever treated you well enough. Did i?

Loveyou, weising.

2009-02-23T12:36:00.003+08:00

(I'll be back to upload the pictures later! too many of em)

It was hell-stressful for the whole time of last week.

Tests for us seems endless, new topics for us to learn within a

short time seems ever acheivable to the teachers, we've never

seemed to keep up to the expectations of the school ever since

creating the history of the whole class being eligible for sec5.

Whats all these nonsense being incessant?

To add on, my results were terrible, horrifying and disgusting.

For your information i failed my english for the first time

in my entire secondary school life getting an ugly F9. Maths

with a B3, Science with a C5, Chinese with a C6, CombiH

with a D7 and Poa with a F9. Which sums up to passing only

three subjects this time round. How fabulous is that eileen?

I'm so afraid to break these news to my parents.

I swear i'll just be disappointing them a great-big time.

I needa mug mug mug mug. Time isin't on my side baby.

On the lighter note, I gave school a slip today as the cramps

were really bad. hmmm... but it appears to be alright now(?)

Anyw, i'll be meeting zilahgirlf at tm ard 2 later as i can't

stand it anymore! i need to freagging shop and get myself

pretty clothes! thereafter, we'll be meeting ivy and the rest

for a lunchtreat by the birthday girl. So sweet of her isin't it?

Happy birthday in advanced! love you always shortie<3

I might be meeting weising for movie later....

not really sure yet though. Pardon me i need to rant a lil.

This ugly boy of mine went to cut his hair last week and it

looks totally nightmare to me. Why like that?!?!!

Still love you though :)

ROMP IV at Zouk(r&b) + Phuture(trance) on the 15th

march for $20. A cheaperoo grab! Get all your girlfriends

there and have the night fun and cheeky. Tag me or

Email me at Eileen_bluesky@hotmail.com if interested.

2009-02-22T13:22:00.001+08:00

Hi all, menses cramps killing me badly now.

Tons of pictures need to be uploaded.

I'll blog tomorrow. Sorry for the missing!

2009-02-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

Valentine's day.

"Happy belated V'day readers!"

Let me rant a lil here first okay?

Anyw, i lost my Dkny watch mom bought for me on the

bbq night. This is infuriating! i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

AND AND AND i lost my fav ring at wisma's forever21

ytd. Guess how..............?

i went to buy rings and i think while trying out the

size, i left my ring at i-don't-know-where.

Some assholes must have took it since that ring is

so pretty. Indeed, friday the 13th is really creepy.

However........

Theres someone i ought to really really thank.

and it is non other than...... ngweising :)

Who will be that nice to

cab to eastcoastpark to see if my watch is still ard

without any complains even though i woke him up

early in the morning and even blamed him for not

keeping my watch? Who will withstand all my

naggings and nonsense? Who will say "nevermind i

still love you" even though i made him so angry?

Who will be so cute to cook for me because he made

me angry? I think no one other than you.

Happybelatedvdayweising,loveyouk!

Of course... not to forget my bestfriends,

Justin Eugenia Zilah Jolene Wanzhuang Xinci......

Ahpweee! thanks for being there ok! get well soon..

Love you ppl too! *hugs and kisses*

This is such a sweet and mushy post.

HAHAHAHAH WHATEVER I'LL BE BACK.

Interested in selling tix, tag me!

2009-02-12T21:12:00.001+08:00

Hi to all, those interested in selling tix for parties,

Tag me. I'll blog soon! bbq tmr :)

With love.

2009-02-10T16:51:00.002+08:00

Bored.

This was taken ages back.

I failed physics. Helllloooo can anyone believe this?

How am i gonna maintain my A1 this way? no idea.

Can't blame... Physics is always the one pulling my

marks down. Damn it.

Woooh finally tmr i'll be having the last paper.

Actually i don't really give a damn to poa anyway.

I totally have no idea how am i gonna score for 0s.

I need the drive to study please help me help!

Shit i need to go onstage to read a book review to

the school during morning assembly on thursday.

I feeeling so jittery now.

Yay friday 13th bbq at ecp with weising and friends.

The weather will be fine than any other! [i hope]

How do my readers normally celebrate v'day huh?

Tag me tag me! that's so interesting!

You.

2009-02-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

Helloweising.

Thanks for being there.

Loveyou.

2009-02-06T13:32:00.003+08:00

Hello. Should i club tonight?

Should i should i should i?

I've gotten back my maths results! wanna make a guess?

26/40

I would say, not that good. but guess what........

15 in our class failed and theres only 15 getting a b3 and

abv. That includes me! : )

Nevertheless, i'll work harder to make sure i'll get at

at least beautiful distinctions for the next few exams.

i'll be back. xoxo

2009-02-04T18:38:00.004+08:00

Chinese new year day 2.

"Miss blogging so much...."

Ages since i last blogged. I'm so sorry! i've been having

my common test this week till next wednesday and it's

really driving me mad to venus! Schedule as tight as ever.

Time never seems to be enough for me these days.

What's more for maths paper for tomorrow? I'm dead.

Nothing touched, nothing revised and nothing practised.

I'll just keep my fingers crossed that i'll be that lucky.

Anyw, chinese on tuesday was a disaster. The topic that

came out wasn't in the list of my forte and it gave the

whole lot of us quite an unpleasant suprise. Tried the

Anglo-chinese sec's chinese prelim paper and gotten

shitty marks. 13/30. Oh well.... maybe my chinese ain't

that good afterall. Shan't lose faith! Instead, i'll work

harder to make sure my marks improve. It doesn't

matter if it's just one or two marks... as long as i keep

improving. Oh yeah, English on monday was still

alright for me. My target is to at least get a B3-B4.

It'll be best if i can acheive better grades of course.

I can't believe how confident i was doing my SS paper

today. It was the first time in my life i know the

answer by heart.

Okay so sorry about that. Just realise that up till now

everything that i've said is about school school and school.

I'm thinking of getting a new phone.

Nokia E65 E66 or any other good recommendations?

Please give me some advice and tag me sweeeties!

Weising! study hard please.

2009-01-30T17:26:00.004+08:00

cny pics part 1

Hello readers!

Those peekos were taken on the first day of chinese new

year. Anyw, didn't took much pictures this year.

My common test starts next monday and stretches all

the way till ard like 11th of feb if i'm not wrong?

i'll die of fatigue soon i guess. i've not yet touch any

of the books therefore, i'm freaggging deaddddddd.

I'm in a dilemma now! should i continue my streetjazz

2? wanzhuang not gonna join the class anymore!

which means taking train alone, walking there alone,

having dinner alone, taking the long bus ride home

alone. Comments asap? Thanks babies. :)

I'm very tempermental... but why is someone able

to tolerate it no matter how extreme i get?

Good question.

Answer?

2009-01-28T16:20:00.003+08:00

Drunk on my birthday party 12/31 '08

(a lil vulgar here. pardon me! a random rant here.)

Miss the times when i get myself fucking drunk till

i'm oblivious about my surroundings.

Sometimes it just feels so good for that second without

anything to worry about. When am i gonna step out

of my own fucking circle? Sometime soon.

Faith? about there.

Took alot of pictures during visiting! i'm gna post em

all up soon. woohoo pretty pictures.

nearer.

2009-01-25T15:40:00.002+08:00

HAHA scare yourself on cny eve.

Gave yourself a scare? I'll rate that 4.5/5.

So proud of myself being able to look so scary. LOL

A happy chinese new year readers!

.
Tonight will be momentous in almost everyone's life.

A day where we'll gather with our loved ones for

reunion dinner. To others it might be something

mundane because some of you might be thinking

whats the big deal abt reunion dinner when you get

to eat with your family everyday right?

But for me, it's noteworthy.

Most of the time, i eat out with my friends or

pack some food home as my mom don't

usually cook and my dad will normally be out.

I love days like this when i get to enjoy dinner

with my family! Although i always find my

cousins very noisy...whatever it is, family is my

utmost priority. eh studies too :)

I LOVE YOU PAPAMAMA and... ______

As i get older, i'm starting to get the picture of things.

understanding more and more that i've never

experienced in the past. With love ;

2009-01-24T14:18:00.003+08:00

Dec 08

This is how i look like without makeups.

I posted one of the picture taken on the same day too.

(if my readers still remember)

ok i just realised my hair suck that day! tsk tsk.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA JOKE

I managed to pass my maths test that i thought will

be screwed. Guess how much i've fared?

13/25

Wooh! i passed! Not a thing to celebrate about...

but somehow feel contented about it alrdy.

Because tcher said that he setted this paper at

a standard that's higher than Os. But whatever

it is, it is vital not to get complacent K?

I skipped school yesterday and awarded myself

with a self-proclaimed holiday :)

It feels so good to get to sleep till you naturally

wakes up without those annoying alarm clock

ringing so much that you've to keep snoozing

them every 5 mins. Sounds familiar? haha.

Anyw, a happy advanced chinese new year to my

readers! Good health, Good money rolls in k!

A phrase for you ppl " HUAT AH! "

(it means to prosper or whatever that's good)

Thats what my grandmothers and uncles always

say during this period.

I can't bring myself to enjoy that much because..

My common test starts on the 1st of feb.

Study Eileen study! We can't lose out to

the 4express students like what our tchers said.

To all the 5academic students: We're

always being stereotyped being lousier in studies

than the express students! it's time we prove

them wrong! Our '09 sec 5 will prove everyone

WRONG. Let's all strive hard for Os! <3

I'll be going parkway later i think.

be back soon with peekos :)

With love.

2009-01-22T22:54:00.003+08:00

Taiwan peeks part I(dec 08)

What actually took me so long to post all these peeks

up!? Ok i know i look kinda 'weird' in them.

Can't seem to figure whats the difference though.

3 more days to Chinese new year........

guess what?

I've freaggingly been putting on weight. IDIOT.

I don't understand why can't i just maintain my

weight instead of putting on another kg or 2!

It gets particularly irritating at times like this..

because you know you definitely have to look

good on your clothes for cny. Eileen, an awesome

job done here! instead of losing, you gained.

So my crash plan is to.........

STOP EATING starting from friday to monday!

hope i'll be able to like lose 2kg[?]

Mayb i'm lucky enough this time round with the

help of the goddamn freaging pain cramps.

This torment i have to bear with even when

it's killing me anytime soon.. HELP!

Ok i've got like so many things to rant about.

Pardon me please readers.

For your info, i screwed my maths test today.

I swear it suck a big time and i'm prolly gonna

get a big fat underlined mark on my report

card for it. *knocks*

Anyw, come to think of it...

I think i've spent quite a huge some of dad's money

last year. Need to curb myself from buying

unnecessary yet pretty stuffs when i'm out omg.

I don't use to spend like that!!!!!!!

but... my weekly allowance is seriously not enough!

$70-$80 per week for a girl. Comments?

Gonna post more pics up soon. much nicer ones!

Me.

2009-01-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

Ages since i last blogged.

"Hi i miss you guys!"

I think this 2 pics were taken last last weekend.

Took many pictures of myself that day! HAHAHAHA

so be prepared! gna post em all up and digust you

people.

Nope flu bug didn't kidnap me, i'm not stuck in the

toilet bowl and i didn't die from some terminal disease.

I'm just purely busy! I'll be having combi science

test Ca1 tomorrow and here i am still blogging.

Seems like i'm not at all worried huh?

Wheres the vibes of an O lvl student?

I hope time won't speed ahead of me before i start

mugging like how i used to and live to regret later.

I needa build the momentum. Soon.

Yet, another chinese new year coming.

A freagging happy new year to all my readers.

Love ya all.

Somewhere, someone.

2009-01-14T17:31:00.006+08:00

Okay, changed my mind. Since i said about

good facial care regime, this post shall be......

How to take good care of your skin

(don't be lazy.. read em all it helps!)

Jessica alba

Jennier lopez

Angelina Jolie

Posted this picture before last year if you guys notice.

Cmon ladies.. admit it. No one looks good without any

ounce of foundation/concealer on them.

I'm not saying that those without em looks ugly...

Just trying to tell my dear readers no one looks uglier

in makeups. A lil doesn't kills. (although guys always

emphasizes that they prefer the au natural look without makeups on)

Who wouldn't want their girlfriend/spouse to look

so hot that all the stares from others melts on them?

Nope, no point denying guys... :)

So how do i start off with?

Taking care of your skin is the vital point.

That's why i said... Good facial care regime.

Theres some of my friends who doesnt wash their

face before bed. Gosh... just imagine the amount

of oil building up on your cheeks drowning the

soon to grow pimples. V gross isin't it?

Ok ignore this part because i'm just giving some real examples that

i've heard and experience. you should know i love talking!

So of course...

Remember to wash your face no matter how tired

or sick you are before bed and it's the first thing to do

when you wake up by the beautiful sun!

No choice ladies, that's our long term liability.

For combination skin like mine,

(meaning, your face tend to be more oily at the t-zone)

Oily skin

Use cleansing milk!!!

It's really proven that our skin improves as long as

we uses milk base product. I've tried and it's really

working. I'm using Clarins cleasing milk btw.

Oh yeah! do my dear ladies even know that

we're not advised to wash our face more than twice

daily? Studies shown that the more we washes

our face, we'll be sending a message to our brain

to produce even more oil. (works like oil blotter)

yeah now you know the scary consequences.

What if you're wearing makeups? how to cleanse?

Ok this is what i've always been doing since i started

using cosmetics.

If you're having your oh-so-volumized

mascara on your real lashes,(can't be bothered with falsies

cause you just need to pluck em off) Cleansing oil(any brand)

I'm using shu uemura's in case you need to know.

apply it onto your lashes with your fingers and

gently massage it. (The keyword is gently! you wouldn't

want a bald eyelid without any hair. HAHAHA hilarious!)

Once you think that you've removed majority of

the mascara on your lashes, use a clean tissue

paper and wipe it off. Repeat this step if needed.

Thereafter, double cleanse your face with cleansing

milk. What's double cleanse? it means to apply

cleansing milk, massage rinse off and repeat.

After you're done.... rinse your face with cooler

water at the very end as it contracts your pores.

Yes, with that... not so much dirt will intrude your pores and

thus, turning them into those irritating black and white heads!

AND

Do not use your towel to wipe your face!!!!

Wait, unless you uses a seperate one for washing up.

Imagine... you wipe your body and pubic area and you

wipe your face without knowing theres millions of

micro-organism and bacteria.

So, use tissue paper my dears!

HAHAHA i bet those producing tissue papers

gonna earn more $$$$.

Thanks! i've ended my 1st post today :)

Next post up by next next week!

Stay tuned, with more pictures!!!!!!!

2009-01-12T16:18:00.003+08:00

Worried.

Release of O lvl results today.

Congrats to people who acheived good results.

For those who didn't, cheer up.. give yourself a pat

because you know you've done your best!

My dear xinci, don't always give yourself so much

stress... cmon! it's a distinction! celebrate! :)

Since last year, i've always been saying things

like i wanna study hard and attain good results.

I guess it's not that easy as what we think.

So many of my batch 4 express students are smarter

than me... but see what they score?

So.. here the question comes.

What kind of results will i be getting? Will i still

maintain the 4As i've got for N lvls? Poly or Jc?

will i be celebrating or crying when 2010 jan

comes? (but anyw no matter how i fare, i'll still cry)

I know... call me a cry baby thanks. HAHA

Eileen... focus.

No distractions allowed

No wasting of precious time

No late nights out anymore

No fooling around

And start mugging as and when i'm free.

I've got no time to afford.

Next up: Makeup 1 post.

2009-01-10T12:50:00.002+08:00

"Good complexion starts with good facial care regime"

Hi readers! My first post will be on how to create a good base

(inclding..makeupbase,concealer,foundation,loose powder)

It'll be up by early next week! *smiles*

Why not now? because i'm going out later.

Why not tomorrow? because i have dance lessons and will

be going out with wanzhuang after that.

Stay tuned

2009-01-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

I'll be back.

Say hello.

That's me without makeups during the baby's

1 year old birthday! Okay you readers might be thinking

i'm lying. I did put on sunblock(it's my daily routine),

drew my brows and wore contact lenses la! AHHAAHA

Quit asking me whether did i apply blusher.

I really didn't. My face has natural blush 24/7!

To be happy or not to? You decide :)

School started... i'm just waiting for the day

where the stress will start to hit me.

I still don't feel the urgency yet...... I'm starting to

feel sick of school, dozing off during lesson etc.

Tell me how! i wanna get L1R4 of <12!

If only i'll be able to maintain my L1R4 of 10

in N lvl for this year's O lvls.

No point saying so much... Actions will prove

my efforts and hardwork soon in the year of 2010.

I'll be back for more pics.

Going where tomorrow eileen? nowhere.

Tired, sick, down and low.

2009-01-06T01:17:00.003+08:00

Peekos taken during chalet too.

(What should i do next?......)

This is getting me crazy! look at the time now sweeties..

Why is a school girl still blogging at this time when she

needs to slap and crawl herself out of bed at 6am in

the morning?

Thanks, my flu made me damn pissed!

Yes, need not remind me about that... i've been sick

for more than a week already! Seriously don't know

where i got this cursed virus from and even passed it

to so many ppl! Maggie, Justin, Alfred, Wes, Sammi.

(i think theres more...)

I'm so sorry for that. Deepest apologies!

Thanks to my flu once again... it made me skipped

dance lessons twice! You big fat idiot bacteria!

My body must be producing 10 ounce more fats

now than what i usually produce.

Help me someone, i need to shed of some fats!

Chinese new year is just ard the corner...

If i still remain as what i am now, HAHAHAH

please laugh at me when i dress up for visitings

on cny. The sight of my fats layering disgusts

me. ALOT

Ok wait, whats wrong with me today huh?

Do you realise the whole post is about fats?!?!?!

Nevermind about that... because i know at the end of

the day, someone will be there for me!

Thanks for being so nice to me...... LOVEYOU K.

eh no wait! but that person is soundly asleep now.

I changed my mind! mayb just LIKEYOU K.

HAHAHAAHAA.

Been a long time since i said something that mushy.

but whatever it is, i meant everything i say here.

No qualms about that :)

Readers, see how i complain on my next post.

Stay tuned.

2009-01-04T14:43:00.004+08:00

Theres more to it.

Happy birthday sebas! i'm so sorry i couldn't make

it ytd! No worries present here with me :)

Hi readers! I know whats the first thing you guys have in

mind now. "whats up with all the acting cute peekos"

HAHAHAHAHAH!

all these pictures were taken during my chalet.

That's not the end ok! theres more to the collection :)

School officially starts on monday.... but i've been

sick for more than a week! and it's not getting any

better. I'm so sorry if i've passed you the flu! :(

Drink more water people!

Skipped dance again today....

I'm really too sick to dance and that's bad!

I'll be back with a proper post soon!

Pardon me.. cause i'm back to school.

Sometimes it leaves me thinking so hard

2009-01-01T18:46:00.005+08:00

Hi 2009, bye 2008.

"A happy new year to all my readers!"

May the year start off with laughters, happiness and

fret-free for all the sweeties! Thanks for staying by me

through all the ups and downs of 2008.

Though not physically with me, but all your encouraging

tags cheered me up. Because at least i know....

Theres somewhere, someone cares about me genuinely.

Theres always this saying....

A new year, a new beginning.

True? I don't know.

New beginning? what about all those old chapters you

own? Bring it with you, throw them away or just keep

it somewhere so that you'll still be able to see them?

Sometimes i think i'm too fickle minded.

Resolution

What will happen in the year of 2009, no one knows.

Whats more important now is to learn how to cherish

chances that vanishes as soon as they comes by.

Do what we think is right and stop harping on hopes

that are non realistic. That's my new principle for

the year.

Back to schooling from tomorrow onwards.

Which means, no more crazy time. I'm reverting back

to my old self. I'm very serious in acheiving good

results for 0s this year. People! let's do it!

We laughed, we cried and all the while

we felt so alive it was you and me,

you grabbed my hand and you made me see

what could it feel like and what it might be like

you wrote my name in the sand

In this endless summer we will be together

and i don't want this feeling to ever end

looking back in november feel the sun and remember

that when our time has finally come to pass

somethings last, somethings always last

Save goodbye keep it frozen in december

I need the high to get me through the ever after

Cause now that it feels like its far from what it was like

When we wrote our names in the sand

I love my blog's song lyrics alot.

Bid goodbye tiring/sad/happy/sweet 2008.

2008-12-31T14:48:00.006+08:00

My 16yo birthday celebration

Baked by eugenia, bought by sayyed Hi! it's 31st of dec! i'm officially 16 now.

So it means... i'm legally eligible for NC16 movies, entry

for pool and....... Underage parties(like finally -.-)

Birthday celebration @ downtown east chalet was

tiring yet fun and awesome because most of my friends

were there. Anyw, i apologise if i've thrown any temper

on you guys because i was really sick and tired these

few days! please forgive me alright! *hugs* As for

who and who went... let the pictures do the talking.

i wanna thank so many many people!

It will all be on my upcoming post with pictures of presents

my friends had given me. I'll thank you guys individually.

No worries. HAHAHAH

Thanks booonyyyyyy for freagging taking so many

pictures of me when i'm drunk. Thanks alot!

HAHA i'll post them all up soon!

As for now, i'm still thinking where to go.

BORED BIRTHDAY/NEW YEAR EVE

2008-12-28T11:41:00.002+08:00

Kennyoji my brother.

Kennyoji brother, i've said all that i should.

Hope that it helps and whatever decision you make,

i'll be behind you, as always. Thanks for giving me

so many helpful advices since last year :)

Sorry JasonHeng, i didn't mia... just busy these

few days. (i need to prepare for my chalet tmr)

Went shopping with Esther ytd at town.

Spent ard 150+++ on clothes and accessories.

I'm broke! thanks for reminding me that.

Thereafter, met wes and alf at prata house for

supper. Ok i'm lazy to blog about that.

Not really in the mood do anything now though.

Skipping dance later cause my aunt's son 1 year

old birthday! anyw, hes born on the same day as me

12/31. I'm so happy.. finally 16 sooon.

Anyw, those who're invited to the chalet.

I've just received the details on the chalet.

Do sms me to know more! :)

more pictures to upload.

2008-12-25T16:04:00.002+08:00

Ytd's peeks

Went for xmas dinner at ______ hotel. can't rmb

how to spell it. HAHA anyw, dinner was awesome with

all the lobsters, choco lava cakes, ham, turkey etc etc.

So sorry i guess i'll need to do up one food post cause

i've taken so many pictures of nice foods but haven't

got the chance to share with you guys :)

So how was xmas celebration ytd reader(s)?

(it should be fun because Eileen blessed those who read her blog. haha)

Okay anyw, met up with geniababy at orchard mrt

after my dinner. And those pictures up there is only

a small part of ytd's collection. but whatever...

So after that shitty/sweaty/dirty fun ytd,

geniababy, devina , serena, me, alfred, wesley,

yang and denz cabbed to simpang for late night

supper. Can't believe we sat there for like 3 hours!

(I look damn freagging tired and ugly ytd hope those who saw me

suffers from some memory probs by now *evil*)

Saw that cute elmo thingy on my head ytd?

Wes kidnapped it! he bad he bad guy.

Take gooood care of my elmo! if i see any stains

on him........ you die.

i'll be going out soon!

BE BACK

2008-12-24T15:38:00.004+08:00

A merry xmas in advanced.

"Hi dear readers, may i spread all the love to you ppl on

this special day every year and let the love in us keep

going on and on...."

\*.*/ Spread em to your loved ones!

Spending a heartwarming christmas with parents at

one of the hotels at scotts rd for dinner that will cost

$100+ per head tonight. I'm very excited!!!

because it's my first ever time celebrating it with

my parents because they're not those that would

fork out any time just for the christmas night.

Thereafter, imma meet yoji ss daryl dick etc

at town and we'll be heading to ss house for some

games and stuffs. Although not something

havoc... but i reckon it's better to spend christmas

this way instead of drinking or clubbing.....

(anyw, mom forbits me to do so too.. so i'm a gooodgirl here. hello!)

Every year it's the same for me.......

I'm always having the same old feeling once xmas

comes as my birthday is nearing too. (in like one week time)

Just who... can i spend all these important dates with?

I've already forgotten the feeling i once love to had.

Long gone.

click on the ad! thanks

2008-12-23T14:44:00.002+08:00

22nd Zouk

Was with limin, winnie and friends the whole night.
I don't like ytd's music. Kinda suck till the very end.

We left earlier at about 3 cause we were all tired after

so much dancing! HAHA had fun dancing with peeps!

Saw many familiar faces ytd! i'm sorry if i pissed

anyone of you. I didn't do it on purpose!

More pictures to be posted! i'm going bbq later!

Every christmas and birthday as always, so mundane

to me...........

2008-12-22T17:20:00.002+08:00

Zouk tonight.

Stop staring at my forehead!!! i know it's high :)

this picture is kinda taken when i was so bored at home

the other day. pardon me k hahahahaha.

Anyw, i have to go now... gotta prepare bathe and

everything. Tonight gonna be fun and i will be tired

for sure. pictures pictures pictures!

Click on the advert.

2008-12-21T01:13:00.005+08:00

Taiwan peeks part 1

ARE YOU VOMMITING AFTER SEEING SO MANY PICS OF ME?

.
I'm very tanned now due to work at sentosa ytd! ):

Anyw, it was a NS event- Raft mess.

Some kinda telematch at tanjong beach.

I was under the sun all the time! 9.30-2pm 60bucks!

Worked today at bishan park! 2-5 30bucks!

money money in to my pocket for xmas gifts

Met up with Jiahuiboony at vivo with all her bimbotic

nonsence! Thereafter, cabbed to simpang met

jordan samuel and daniel. LOVE YOU LA BOONY.

Zouk zouk zouk monday!

RESERVE YOU TICS FROM ME!!!

Do help me click on my advert! thanks dear readers.

& support http://stackmeup.livejournal.com!

nice and unique pieces up there! i bought 1 too!

love you people deep deep ;)

2008-12-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

Attention!

22nd Dec: SEDUCTION @ ZOUK! *16yo and abv*

1 for 1 drinks (alcohol and non alcohol) Tics @ $20 each!

RESERVE YOUR TICS FROM ME EILEEN.

you may email me at

Eileen_bluesky@hotmail.com

(only email me when you're purchasing, no bargaining

and questions. Thanks!)

2008-12-18T19:55:00.002+08:00

N Levels Results

The first picture was taken long ago!

Without any further ado, shall i present to you my results!

English A2

Maths A1

Science A1

Chinese A2

Combi Humans B4

Poa B4

Points attained: 4

Yay! money coming in to my pocket cause mom promised me

100bucks for every 1 A :) *smile widely*

Give me some time to upload the peeks ok!

Working at sentosa tmr! MORE PICS OMG.

2008-12-18T03:29:00.002+08:00

N levels results(will update this post later)

omgomgomg! i can't sleep sweeeties.... i'll be getting my results

in like less than 12 hours! Please pray hard for me that i'll

be able to attain my target *flying kisses to all readers*

I need to fork out some time to upload all my pics! ROARS

Wait for me be patient.

2008-12-16T21:10:00.001+08:00

I'm back

Hi dear readers! i'm back like finally.

I took many pics! HEHEHE give me some time k!

I'm having bad sore eyes now ):

Thanks for clicking on my nuffnang!

17bucks earned!

WITH LOVE. I'LL BE BACK

2008-12-12T18:00:00.000+08:00

At taiwan! back on 16th :)

Hi readers! i'll be back in 3 days time!

OKOK don't laugh leh! i know the second picture is

so cute and hilarious. i'm sorry but mom told me

that i'm ever ready for the camera when i was young.

The third picture was when i'm pri 2 i guess...

The first pic was taken when i'm pri 3.

so the question is.......

DO I STILL LOOK THE SAME?

HAHA sorry i'm always crazy in the mind.

seee i'm so random.

Don't forget to click on my nuffnang ad k!

*muacks*

2008-12-10T19:00:00.000+08:00

I'm not in sg!

Hi readers! 2nd day i'm at taiwan.....

Imma shop till i drop and get many many clothes.

(Xmas presents) Note to self:

Jason

Zuu

Sihui

Jonathan

lenozi

Sebas

Ohmy! I can't rmb who else! this is baddddd

Please tag me! i'll see it on the 16th...

let's hope it's not too late to get a gift by then :)

Click click on the nuffnang ad!

LOVE.

2008-12-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

Off to taiwan

Goodbye readers! i'll be off in the early morning.

Pardon me for this impromtu post.

Do take care of yourself people! I'll miss you guys!

Anyw, my posts will still be up when i'm away....

so rmb to be back to help me click on my nuffnang

adverts alright! *smiles widely*

I'll be back on the 16th night.

2008-12-07T06:02:00.004+08:00

Hi readers! don't blame me... i'm saving up the posts for days

when i'm away :) Help me click my nuffnang ads!

don't worry i'm sure the posts will be juicy and intriguing

enough! With love.

2008-12-04T21:02:00.005+08:00

Single or Attached?

Hi readers! Today's topic will be.....*drum rolls*

Will you chooose to be single or attached if possible?

Okay... now, don't be appalled after seeing this. Ready?

Cmon... don't get pissed! patient k!

Eileen poh may peng have been proudly single for

a happening 1 and 1/2 year.

(woooo, are you madly scratching your head thinking

why on earth is half of the 16yo girls attached and

i'm not for so freagging long?)

Explanation one: Ok this gonna sound abnormal..

In the past when i get to see some hot guys or

whatsoever, i'll get so crazy over them, wanna get

to know them and all... but this year.... guess what?

I'm not even wee bit interested.

Am i normal? i hope so... lesbian[?] Idk!

Explanation two: Mayb fantasizing over Edison chen

kills. Because i've seen too many of edison's cute

peekos online that now i think that singapore guys

really sucka big time(no offence, doesnt applies to all)

Explanation three: Watched too many love dramas

and read too many touching story books that

me(and many other girls) see love as such a perfect

and flawless experience in life(think too much)..

when it actually doesn't exist this way.

Explanation four: I think my expectations are sky

high. Okay i'm not sure when this started to change..

but this for this year, what i expect really differs from

what i used to expect. I don't see why should i

compromise and settle for something lesser than

what i expect. C'mon girls open up your big eyes...

A huge world is waiting for us in the near future.

Wise up! *smiles*

Explanation five: Mom says "Leen! you better don't

always hang out with guys.. cause good guys will think

that you're too flirty and inserious"

Mom, i'll tell you now... this is so untrue. They're all

my friends! are you asking me to stop contacting all

my guy friends so i'l be able to get myself a good bf?

It won't work man. Mom kept asking me why i stopped

liking that particular guy too... *roars*

I've moved on and that's a part of my history.

So what do my readers think?

Single.... OR Attached?

Thanks for wasting so much time reading my craps!

I'm off to taiwan on the tuesday, 9th on a 9am

flight if i'm not wrong... i'll be back by 16th night.

2 adverts from nuffnang will be coming real soon!

Nokia N96 and Ixus. Help me click click click!

No worries! i've prepared a few posts to be posted

up on the days when i'm away :)

Out with jiahui and others tmr. peekos time!

2008-12-04T01:44:00.004+08:00

5th of dec @ white room (click to enlarge)

FOR TICKETS RESERVATIONS/ENQUIRIES;
contact:
JASON =D
90072991
SMS is preferrable

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support hor! both my friends :)

This post will be deleted by friday.

2008-12-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

Zouk part 1

Had hell lotsa fun with my primary sch mates ytd i swear!

Danced the night away with sihui, xinzhen and babes.

(sorry if that pic looks ugly cause i sweat alot ytd!)

will be back with more of the pics :)

i'm yearning for more events in the near future!

With love.

2008-12-01T14:58:00.002+08:00

Will be back.

Was so busy these few days and i'm just not in the mood to blog

yet.

Crossroad@ Zouk tonight with many primary sch mates.

Gonna have hell lotsa fun yeah! :)

Anyway i bought ASUS notebook instead of VAIO.

I think i've spent quite abit of dad's money.........

reckon that he'll not give me anything for my birthday!

Laughs. Taiwan trip is coming, followed by the release

of N lvls results and thereafter, my birthday chalet.

Holidays are coming to an end.......

I'll be back with pictures!

(don't blame me cause i need to sync my lappy first )

2008-11-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

Final.

I've never showed or said anything because i didn't want

you to know that i really cared...

Bye... One sided always hurts.. so i'm out :)

Because i realise, you're never once there for me when i really

needed someone. This is my final say.

No regrets, No thoughts and nothing's gonna change my mind.

No tries, No actions and no feelings gonna overwhelm me.

I'll stand strong, stand firm and stand better than how i ever did.

Thanks for making me a better person to what i am now.

I'm really glad to get to know a friend like you.

Everything that we've been through will always be in me.

*smiles*

Was very very sick and i'm not really recovering.

Cried for 3 hours ytd......(quarrelled with mom)

Thanks to whoever ytd! you were there for me twice when i

really needed someone so much at the low peaks.

I'm really grateful to have a friend like you.. i'm serious!

Went to SITEX with parents today.

Bought Ipod nano 16GB at $ 328, ELLE mini sling bag $70

and cosmetics! I'm a happy girl because we'll be going down

to get sony vaio tmr.

With love.bye

2008-11-26T16:33:00.007+08:00

Taken more than a month ago.

That's boonyjiahui my primarysch bestfriend/hater/enemy

"Eileen is very very sick"

Try calling me and hear how i sound like....you'll laugh your balls

of people. Total number of sneezes accumulated today: 100000.

Been sneezing non stop since working ytd and it got worse when

i met kyle, chevy, sebas and limin! (they're nice people)

Anyway if you guys still remember.. i mentioned about working

at raffles city's Shu Uemura ytd right? The full timers went for

the diner and dance event. Guess what? i'm tending the counter

alone since 3+ till 10. Wait!!!! come....Guess what's my sales?

Ready?

Freagging 1.8k.

So just use your imagination and think how many customers i've

served ytd. Apparently, more than 20 i guess(or maybe more)

So my job is not only promoting the products. I'll have to find the

stocks(anyw, it's my first time working at raffles city's counter.By

any chance if you guys are going there..look at the size of the

counter! that's omg. Ok this is so redundant. HAHAHA sorry)

n i have to issue the receipt! Eileen was a sick and busy girl ytd.

But i'm no doubt euphoric about hitting my sales target

as it means..... $8/hr and i still have 1% commission! *cheers*

I'm going zouk on the 1st with many friends.

Sick sick go away.........

2008-11-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

Please don't laugh. No makeups on.

Okay i lied about it! I drew my eyebrows that day :)

Went out with Jiaqi, Weeting and Maggie today.

Had great fun with them!

I'm working at Raffles city's Shu uemura later.

Full shift. That's omg.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Hope you like the gift i've bought for you. <3

Back with more pics!

2008-11-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

Hate the way it is.

" Why is everything in my life so effing wrong for me?"

Theres never once when i did something without any regrets.

Regrets eventually becomes a part of my life, grew with me

and right now i'm even used or should i say, immuned

to it. What to do? Thats the way my life is..... nothing can

liberate me from those sufferings.

I had everything i wanted. Be it Friends, clothes, money

or whatever it is. But why can't i have something that i think

is so essential in my life? It's bad karma i guess..........

These few days, i've been feeling real down.

Idk whether is it because my menses is coming or am

i really that depressed. I need a break.... I really do.

After all being said... still, i put on a calm demeanor

infront of all my friends as if nothing is going

wrong for me.

I know my friends and you guys will say that i'm mad again.

But you people won't know how i feel...

Tomorrow- Dance

Monday- Not sure

Tues- Working/Mum's birthday

8th of dec- I'll be off to taiwan.

Yes, i'm down and sick.

Sometimes i really wished......

2008-11-20T14:07:00.002+08:00

Do click on the [x] if you can't stand pictures of Eileen

AHHAHA i don't know whats wrong with me.

Here, i present to you my post with regarding to the pictures abv.

.
HAHAHAHA i know that's stupid but it's okay to act cute

like once in a while what! So... don't blame me if you're puking all

the food you've just consumed or whatsoever :)

I mean like which girl don't snap pictures of themselves right...

Tell me and i shall idolise that girl for the rest of my life.

Laughs! (i think i'm super random to talk about that)

Anyw, had a great day celebrating Justin's birthday with

Xinci, Mimin, Minsan and Garret yesterday.

I'll definitely blog about it with the pictures.......

Although i look quite dumb in it!

Attention!!

Who is an OneZine blog ambassador?!

I'm invited to the Mabelline's launch party on the 28th nov.

Someone whos also invited,please go with me! xoxo.

Always, Its me.

2008-11-17T22:46:00.005+08:00

Singapore Discovery Centre( SDC)

Thanks omy!

I think that they're damm nice. We were provided an awesome

lunch upon reaching the loyalty classroom for the marking of

attendance and briefing.

Everyone should so flood to Singapore Discovery Centre soon!

Know why? cause they're screening some cool 3d movies there.

- Fly to the moon and the night before christmas etc.

Really enjoyed myself! Thanks to omy!

Next, we went for a trip around the SDC and theres really

many things that i've never seeen before!

Also we were given many privileges that many don't.

Thanks to omy again!

I got to know many other bloggers like Rinn and friends,

william and jasmine. Thanks to omy once again :)

I really enjoyed myself! so ppl, don't hesitate to make a trip

to singapore discovery centre( it's not sci centre, we nearly got tricked)

I took many pictures of myself leh! HAHAA

but i can't post them today because it's a sdc post!

So, stay tuned :)

Oh any need my help for their makeups for proms?

Interested in the hoodie?

TAG ME

2008-11-17T00:28:00.004+08:00

Now you see me now you don't

The first peeeko- preview of the upcoming post :)

I'm sorry dear readers, i'm too tired to blog about the trip now.

But i've alrdy uploaded all the peeks on my com so..

no excuse for me! I'm going ehub with stephanie tmr!

yay peekos time.

Who interested in the aeropostale hoodie?

$25(nego)

TAG ME!

2008-11-15T19:56:00.003+08:00

I LOVE OMY!

Just came back from a bloggers event fully sponsored by omy

at Singapore Discovery Centre. Took many many pictures.

Dance tomorrow. Will prob be back blogging then!

*kisses*

Stay tuned :)

2008-11-13T02:27:00.005+08:00

Be warned

omg

Why was i once so disgusting and ignorant?!?!?!?!?!

Just for laughs! out with friends tmr.

More updates :)