I'm not using this site anymore... i've changed link!

decided not to delete this page because i really love

reading abt my past.

Thanks for reading lovableens!

Omg. i've not been blogging for say 2 months?

Giving myself a break from this site because i've now

prioritise books my 1st. O lvl is merely 9 days away and

i don't think i'm prepared. nope, don't even have the

urge to start studying at times.

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Fuck got me.

Got B3 for my chinese. Disappointed x 10.

No words can describe how badly you hurt me with

your words. Dad, why there isin't once you feel proud

and satisfied of what i've achieved?

Just why must you put me down? Is B3 really

considered lousy? :'(

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You'll never understand how i feel.

Because, you're not me.

Long

Blogger is finally functioning. It wasted 10 mins of my

life ytd and kept me annoyed for the entire night.

Maybe afterall, i shouldn't abandon this site as

it has been with me for 3 years. From the most

memorable days to the most difficult phase, it kept

me going.

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You know this site cheered me quite alot when i was

in the lowest pits. I look at the past entries and

couldn't help but laugh to myself. Those days

when i hurled vulgarities, those days when i had 3

inches worth of makeups on me.

Interesting and memorable indeed.

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Also, this space kept times i've spent with my

ex boyfriends. wouldn't say it's anything worth

remembering.... but it's actually quite amusing to

come to a realization of how much i've changed

these few years. yadayadahhhh.

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In case some of you might be wondering abt.

why lovableens? because,

Lovable + Leen = Lovableens!

That's real smart of me 3 years back righttttt.

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You know dear, i thank god for your presence.

With love.

F.r.i.e.n.d.s
Thankfully, I've learnt how to see who are my true

friends and whos not. Sometimes in life, we're bound

to befriend some wrong people. Back then, being

the ignorant and naive girl i was, i thought i'm really

good in choosing who to mix with and who not to.

I thought i was old enough to decide for myself.

I was wrong.

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I just realised that i couldn't give an answer if you

were to ask me if whos my bestfriend or who i'm now

closest to. Two years back, if you were to ask me the

same question, without any hesitation i'll tell you

who. I used to care alot, really. But i gave up.

I wouldn't want to waste my time on a friend that

doesn't appreciates me as much as i do.

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Friends changes too. They might be the one closest

to you this second and the next, they'll probably

be stepping over your head. Time flies....It has been

5 years. Should i say it's too short for us to

really see whos the one being nice or should i say

that it's so long that we no longer bother to

care about how one another feels?

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Maybe after we've all parted then will we realise

that all along, we've always been good friends.

Friends that have been through lots of and lots of

obstacles together, friends that have been caring

for one another......... in silence.

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Shall we all talk?

To love,

Having difficulty waiting for this freagging time to

end. Can't wait for W to be back cause i'm missing

him just a tat too much and it's unbearably bored

w/o him on weekends! Hehe no doubt hes still the

bestbestbest person i can spend my weekend with.

You know without you,

blogger is my bestfriend.

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I'm still deciding if i should stop blogging here and

change to somewhere where i'll get enough privacy.

Should i or should i not? this is irritatin.

What do you guys think?

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I've this strong urge to party now.

my life is like a sad cow without it's food.

Do you understand do you understand do you huh?

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more pictures tmr. bye.

Bored

Life goes on and i'm back to my schooling life.

F.sick about it because i know it v.well that i'm not

those who really adores sitting down doing math,

science or even english. Just couldn't wait...

couldn't wait for time to pass as quickly as it could.

I've always been day-dreaming abt how fantastic

life would be after my Os. You know that always

made me have a feeling that is impossible

to be put into words. leh

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I think for the past few months i haven't been doing

at the optimal level. I too know that i've slacken

down quite alot. Don't worry i'm a little sick of

seeing those disappointing results. My marks have

been failing me these few months! What Ms J

said in class today was quite true. I wouldn't want

to be put into a situation whereby i regretted not

studying well enough because i thought i could do

it without any revision.

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I always had this thinking..... and my chem marks

proved me utterly wrong today. Kinda feeling guilty

for not studying now :( ya know i can see that Ms

J was very disappointed in me bcos she gave a loud

sigh when she passed me my paper. sad x 100000

O lvl chinese oral tmr. wish me luck.

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Web-camming with weising now.

i.want.a.new.camera.