these few days didnt turn very well for me.

i don't know whats becoming of me..

all i do is whine and tear, think and think.

tell me why, why am i so stupid? =/

i realised that i really can't communicate with guys.

& the problem really lies on me.

i'm selfish, i'm dumb and i'm stubborn but why?

why do i have a phobia for guys/ relationships now?

i so worried thinking about questions like

will my next be like the ones i had.

why do i always seeems so unimportant in people's

eyes? i'm so nothing.

& at the very beginning i knew, everything would change

and end up the same.

)'= bye/