The Eileen's classic.

In case my dears can't really see the picture, do click on it for the enlarged version k! don't be a lazy bum! If i'm not wrong, this cute picture was taken when i was hmm..

perhaps 8 or 9? I don't think i look different lor! except for the fact that i've grown
so so much fatter when i was 11. ohhhhhh bet you people didn't know that i was such a fat ass eating so much during my primary school days right! (although i still adore eating now =,=) when i really have the time i'll definately post up my fat face pictures when i was pri5 and 6 alright! HAHAHA.

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I knew my lovely readers did prayed hard for me last night because i find today's

English oral relatively easy as compared from how i imagined it to be.

Hope Eileen will score okkkk! Shouldnt be so happy yet.... because on the

16th/17th july, i'll be having my mt oral. I admit i suck in reading chinese *pouts*

And also right after national day, which falls on 8/10, all our prelims will start

hitting me. Also not long after, i think ard mid/end of sept, we'll be having N's

already leh! Which means i will need to reconnect/rack my brain so that i'll be

able to digest all the preparations and books into my head. ........ HOW LOVELY

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Life is so vulnerable... i've learnt how to take it easy and go.

I spent the whole of today comtemplating about my life..

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Since young, our momma often said things like " next time when you grow

up, you'll know or understand why". Grow up? Just when exactly do humans

grow up? I wonder how much time do we waste in a lifetime. Some people strive to

acheive/cherish things every minute possible in life but some just roam around

aimlessly with their loathsome attitude/perspective towards themselves.

I guess i'm starting to understand this dimension we're living in. The very minute

we're given a foothold in this place, we're fated to suffer through humiliation,

illness and things like that. So the question is, when will we ever really look into

life and rejoice for every little things we've succeeded? i reckon most ppl

never reflected on themselves, yet.

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A question for my dear readers.

Friends, Family, Money, Love, Studies

If you're given a chance to prioritise the above values, how will you do it?

This question have been jangling in my mind for years. Overtime it changes

but for now i guess i'll stop mucking around....... this is how it goes.

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Family - They'll be the ones there no matter rain or shine.

Friends - They're the one that really understands how you feel

Studies - For future and its good for numbing yourself against things ard you.

Love - Used to placed this on the 2nd or 3rd. Realise it isin't impt alrdy. Tired.

Money - Money buy you superficial, not happiness.

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What about my readers?! Tell me how you ppl feeeeeeeel!

I give up.

i have many many things to say but dad wants to use the computer.

i seriously neeed someone to talk to. :'(

Knowing more about Eileen[part 2]

thursday 13th

went boatquay with friends.

drank a little and cabbed home ard 2.

friday 14th

been a goood girl going for tuition so as usual same

for yesterday. stayed at home the whole day.

saturday 15th

tuition again. stayed at home till now.

like wtf? :/

Now.

i seriously hate my life! i wonder why

all of us have to study so hard. just for money?

or just for having a good life ahead? until now, idk.

just whats life about? sighs. i actually felt that the

happiest days in my life was when i'm

in nursery. Everyone dotes on me, they don't give

me any stress on studying. now, its time for me to work

hard for my future. but wheres my motivation?

i haven't find any motivation for me to start mugging.

& i seriously don't know whats happening.

i kept thinking about things i shouldnt even bother

about this year. but i just couldnt stop myself from

doing so. maybe because i'm the only child

thats the reason why i'm so so pampered....

i'll list down all Eileen poh's bad habits now.

if you can't accept it i suggest you can leave this page now (:

1. i love spending money like no one's business

2. i love laughing loudly which i find it very unglam.

3.i love daydreaming about my future.

4. $100 a week for me is not enough

when i don't know where all the money went to. kinda weird.

5. hello guys, yes i'm very sensitive. mind you.

6. i love to be in love.

which i prolly wasted 10years on. like what the hell Eileen.

many pictures coming!