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okay. thats all for today :D =,=

..

say hello to my very lovable dear, randolph the bitch (:

oh yeah today's the last day of school. & i'm really v-happy.

but the best part is - my results. it really scared the hell out of me.

so people, please open up your big eyes and be warned.

hereyougo

hereyougo

hereyougo

hereyougo

hereyougo

...

Class position(mid yr) : 40/42

end of year : 37/41 is that an improvement? =,=

English: B3

Maths : B4

Chinese: B4

Science: C5

the stupid mid year results pull me down alot :/

so now you see what the shit is this?

forget about that. anyw, friends i really neeed a job.

i've no extra money =( oh yesyesyes

i wonder why this generation's girls are so so.....

contradicting

something gone so wrong & i think i'm going insane/haywired.
i don't know what the hell is wrong with me today.
till now, i'm still having this mixed feeling :/
feeelings of irritated + frustrated + sad + craziness
seee! i don't know whats wrong with me.
and i really feeel like screaming my lungs out.
hell it when no one understands and cares. roar
whats wrong with all these shit? all trying to act sweet
infront of me? go away please, faggots.
Please ppl stop/refrain from telling me about how sweet
your boyfriends are treating you. bcos i really hate it.
see whats the time now? 3.12am and i'm still blogging
because i'm really bored and sick. guess what?
tomorrow i've got cca to attend. how fun will my day be?
someone please cheeer me up.

don't think i don't know what you're
doingbehind me, slug

okay, please ah i'm really sick this time. ahhhh fever again!

& know what? i think theres something wrong with my com.

its dammm slow. should be some virus(s) again =/

did i present my results to you guys? =)

English 70

Maths 69.2

Comb Sci 63

Chinese 61

Comb humans 47

Poa 22

sorry, but i really suck at poa. i have no idea why!

i'm a good momma's girl today, bcos i didnt go anywhere

except for trimming my eyebrows and fringe (:

Jolene and her boyfriend came my house. oh damm

stop being so sweet infront of me please. don't make me jealous!

laughs. i wonder if anyone would dote on me like how

jolene's boyfriend do? *pouts*

nevermind, anyway i'll be very independent.

so mom, don't be worried at all. cause i've grown up.

& dad, don't worry cause i know who i'm mixing with and

what i'm doing. ; your dearest daughter.

define lust

two months ago your heart + my heart.
two months later mine's non of yours.
stucked at home for the whole day. because i'm bored,
i went to read all my past post. laughs how funny?
i'm reminded of what happpen just 2 months ago.
here i am sitting at the same chair and computer
blogging. but, in a different way i supposed?
and because of all those thoughts that came rushing back,
i felt very disheartening. whats more when his
friends kept reminding me of what happen?
today was my first time watching 200 pounds beauty
and i can clearly remember why i didnt watch it in
the cinema 2 months ago.
- i was grounded for a couple of weeks didn't manage to
meet him up. end up he went to watch with his friends
if i didnt rmb it wrongly. LOL
but now i'm happy just like how i used to. (:
okay, went to east coast yesterday with ______
played pool, eat and cycled. laughs
not really in the moood eh. i'll blog again.

i'm vulnerable. so?

guess what? i got 22/100 for my poa.
oh how proud i'm going to be of myself (:
okay i went ard singapore in my uniform eh
seriously jialat. i think i look like shit when
i have no makeups on. =/
HAHA i'll blog again.

guess what?

what the hell. i'm really tired today!
went town with kapo for balls of fury at cine.
& the show is darn funny. had been laughing non-stop
but i think hes even worse. laughs! gahgahgah.
after that went fareast to walk around and saw mother
and winnie. meet you guys up soon okay!
YAY. we had our dinner at TCC. (my fav)
i had beef mozza tofu and he had ______ chicken.
i rate the foood there 5stars please. they're really
very nice. oh ya, we've been crapping non stop in the mrt
and i guessed alot of aunties thought we're crazy
bcos our laughter's really loud.
********** we alighted at simei and continue crapping
while eating icecream. haha! how great can my day be?


when life's going very
entertaining.

okay, this KAPO here lying on my bed is v-cute

thanks to you yesterday (:

& we only spent 3 dollars on this kapo.

how lucky are we? laughs.

yesterday was really an enjoyable one.

bcos i've beeen talking non stop! HAHA

but too bad i can't disclose your name here

if not................ :/

blog again~

bye.

blog this fucking shit. i'm so bored __
i recently started to agree with the trend nowadays.
good looking guys going with normal looking girls while
good looking girls going with normal looking guys. oh my!
why is it so? i should really start to admire lesbians!
*pouts* can't figure out what guys are thinking.
but all these are vice-versa one lah, so can't blame.
andand i for this small little secret to share.
you know we ladies are troublesome.
we have to spend tons of time dolling up mascara etc.
& we even have to spend time cleansing our makeups.
see how tiring? i take abt 30mins-1hr if i'm going town
and 15mins if i'm going somewhere near just to make up.
please lah i'm already so tired and i still have to clean
all my makeups then can go to sleep.
now i'm going to disclose this secret........
first thing i do is use the biore cleansing oil and quickly
clean my face den i'll use my facial foam to wash my face.
and there i go NEUTROGENA FINE FAIRNESS TONER.
it really works because it doesnt only unclogg your pores blahblah
but if you had a heavy makeup earlier it really helps you to prevent
PIMPLES. bcos in the past i used clean&clear. know what?
next morning i woke up and god damm theres pimples.
so ladies buy neutrogena ~
bye.

thats how i loooked like when i studied too much,

laughs! as i promised, i'll blog today (:

because i don't even want to bother about monday's

last paper. POA! fucking hell shit subject.

ahahaa went town today with limdaphnieDORA, elton & peeps

and i saw noel and benji!

awwwwws misss them so much please!

better ask me out uh you bitches :D

okay my results are not-bad.

maths paper one 52/80 paper two 43/60

physics 31.5/50

SEEEEE THIS?! OH MY I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT

I'VE GOT FOR MY EOY EXAMS MAN.

YAY. AND I LOVE GOING OUT WITH DORAAAA :D

blog tomoro for details on face ~

i'll be back, this friday.

fuck this shit. exams are coming.

oh this few days had beeen real tired and busy for me

i've got tuition to attend almost everyday.

sorry peeeps, forget about asking me out for this couple of weeks.

and maths sucks. i really can't get hold of anything eh!

and this thursday my english paper alrdy and down will

all my exams start rolling in.

i can't get the books in my head please whats wrong?!

i really slack-ed too much this year.

days at school = talk+ sleeep+ laugh+ eat

fo the last half year of school. now i really regret uh!

especially for Poa and geog. reallly CMI

kanabeh. i shalll study real hard for the rest10 days!

wake and buck up eileen, you can do it.

blog again when i reallly have the time to. picturessssssssss :D

forget yesterday and i'll make a great escape. changed

these few days didnt turn very well for me.

i don't know whats becoming of me..

all i do is whine and tear, think and think.

tell me why, why am i so stupid? =/

i realised that i really can't communicate with guys.

& the problem really lies on me.

i'm selfish, i'm dumb and i'm stubborn but why?

why do i have a phobia for guys/ relationships now?

i so worried thinking about questions like

will my next be like the ones i had.

why do i always seeems so unimportant in people's

eyes? i'm so nothing.

& at the very beginning i knew, everything would change

and end up the same.

)'= bye/

life is short why not cherish each other while you can?

don't say about love when you don't mean it

you know, this is serious.

i had beeen feeeling down and disappointed these few days.

just because of the both of you it really spoils my mood.

ohhhhhh girl, forget it man. i'm tired real tired.

i can't and won't bother about your problems anymore.

from that day onwards... yours are yours &

mine are mine. i won't ask you what happpen like i used to.

i'll just pretend i don't know anything and keep my mouth

tightly shut. i think thats the way you like it to be right?

why should you lie to me about that?

oh you meant our friendship is so vulnerable?

oh you're afraid me to know because you think i will

disturb you? then fuck it babe. you don't know me well.

i said i was okay, i act as though i'm all fine with this,

i smile infront of you ppl like i used to.

oh please if you would understand you should know..

this ain't true. fuck you

and another one. oh girl... i loved you so much.

remember whose the one helping you all e while?

i fuckingly bet you don't. oh my.. those words hurts me

alot. why can't you think before you speak?

nevermind... after that incident, i think i know what

i should do. maybe i shouldn't bother you that much

since our grp doesn't dislike you anymore. am i right?

oh you girls no longer need me.

PLEASE FUCK THIS.

yay, i've got my red bed cover !

ohhhhh don't ask me why i love red that much please.

sudddenly thought of the past arghhh shit.

nevermind! i'm sick of this =/

post again tomoro.

bye :D

another post for today,
because 9 is my fav number :D

here i come complaining about LOVE again.
oh lovely, don't feeel sad anymore.
he isin't worth a single penny understand?
time to wake up lovely, this won't go on.
and now all those things came rushing into my head again.
i remembered how people told me.....
"hey Eileen, you know this won't work for the both of you just give it up"
and i could still remember how i reluctantly let go of everything
i put in. now its my turn to tell my friend. how funny can this world be?
things i wanted to tell you people badly:
dear zazilah, you know... h____ is really a goood catch.
see the way he perservere just because of a "yes" from you.
can't you see hes true and serious about you?
stop dragging anymore girl.. go for it ! =)
dear jolene, oh my dear... how long have you beeen ard with
y______ already? what are you still waiting for?
waiting for the sun to fall or the love to fade uh? both of you are like
so close for a period of time already why not give it a try? :D
dear xinhui, this silly sis of mine... always remember, don cry because
of some small things. i really want you to listen, because i've been
through much more then you. All this ain't sweet at all.
follow your heart, do what you want and what you like.
oh yea, and i suddenly don't really understand myself. you see you see..
i can tell people to go for it and give it up. but until now i can really
tell you people, i actually don't have the courage to do so. maybe because
i'm afraid. And stupid ass, please grow up and get a life.
my lovely ain't shit. shes shit. why wanna zaosai her when she treats
you so darn well?
Please tell me why people tends to appreciate and cherish things
around them only when things starts to fade away?
oh mymymy. i'm so sure this time i won't be so dumb anymore.
i really treat love seriously. have you?

bye.

its a cute and lovely friday today.
i actually slept at 4am in the morning. again and again i'm rotting at home. roars this shit.
my mum was like darn cute ytd midnight.
we had lots of girls talk we-never-had-before (:
once again i'm starting to love this home of mine.
oh my fuck it, i've got exams coming real sooon starting from
27th of sept. its really time for me to get the books into my head.
and yeayea, my results.
English 74
Maths 50
Chinese 66
Comb Science 56
Comb Humans 60
Principles of Acc NIL
oh nevermind, i'll so continue to work hard.
i want to watch movie ):
and i promise i'll blog very sooon,
bye :D

love is not something yearned, its something i wished fo.

walking down the streeets i see many sweet couples

at that moment i really wished i'll be so blessed like them.

maybe mum's words are true.

mum said at this age, don't love. bcos there're more outside

mum said at this age, we tend to neglect our studies

mum said at this age, we wouldn't understand each other

mum said at this age, love ain't true.

mum said at this age, i shouldn't have a boyfriend

till i've grown up and matured.

i don't understand why guys come and go in my life.

hmmm, because i'm not goood enough?

maybe? (: laughs. see now i'm making a stupid joke

out of it again. okay, i'm like so bored again.

nevermind i'll occupy myself with something big :D

bye.

ohh my god god god can anyone actually believe this?

its a friday and i'm fuckingly stuck at home.

i seriously hate being at home on fridays and weekends.

theres so many many things i wanna do right now!

go kbox and sing my heart out, go shop till i drop &

watch some very scary horror movies!

any takers? i'm like so boredddddd now.

and peeeps really sorry yea, it has been a long time

since i came online. apologise if i neglected some of you.

oh yah, i remember watching 1408 with zilah and jolene.

and people please don't watch that show.

at the beginning its like not-so-bad, middle its like

so-so and what is it all about now?

the ending is fucking lousy doesnt seems to scare

me at all. spent 7 dollars to scare myself but end up

"huhing" about that movie =,=

i'll rate that piece of shit 2 stars please.

AND I HAVEN WATCH DEAD SILENCE ):

i will not be in singapore.

bye.

whatever i do, i'm always the one in the wrong.

in your heart, never am i a goood, respectful or a good d_______

yea i'm not your d_______ you don't have a d_______ like me.

oh yea you treat me well? bought me everything i liked?

it has got nothing to do with the relationship between us.

why always got so worked up over small little things?

why does it always have to end up the same?

why can't u just be like d__ who knows how to talk

things over to me nicely even before trying to use his hands?

why are you so unreasonable? why are you so not understanding?

fancy you being my m_____. and i swear i really

hated yesterday. nothing's gonna make me forget what

you did to my phone. why can't you just fuckingly

listen to me. yeayea everything u do is right.

your hands are painful. mine's not mine's not okay?

and whether or not i want to attend school is really

non of your business. i love school so do you have any

problems with it? i'm really getting sick of this h___

of mine. you people will see sometime i'll go crazy

and it'll be time i'll not be h___ and leave for good.

words from me to you people,

Jolene loke: girl uh, u always say i don't love you!

but thats what you think luh actually deep down in my heart

u do matters alot to me. There are times when

i'm really down and didn't know what to do whos there

to help and cheer me up? yes, youuuuuuuu.

i thank god theres you with me dear.

& don't think too much hokay! & u're love :D

Zazilah: girlfriend! haaaaaaaaas who usually accompany

me and make me real happy without any worries?

of course its you lah! i rmb times when we quarrelled

over small lil things. but i'm sure it didnt hurt our

friendship at all. & all the times being with me,

big thanks to you! (;

rowell wifey: girl, although we had not know each other

for long but i really feel the friendship between us.

haaaas, everytime i quarrel with him whos the one

cheering me up and biting me?! YOU LAH!

laughs. See! such a good friend i've got. right? (:

i know u're still feeling upset but i do really hope u'll

not think about it anymore. just like how u told me*

Love Laopo,

Joelyn & Xijie : at times when i'm feeling frustrated and down

u both did crack funny jokes just to make me laugh.

although this year we started to get closer but i really

love times spent with you people.

now both of you are busy studying for exams.

big luck for you! love yea (:

Randolph: hey bitchhhhhh , 3 years of friendship really didnt

went down the drain. i enjoyed crapping with you.

and u really showed me how things work in another

way. i hope that u'll not break your fragile heart anymore!

and yes bitch u're love !

Wanzhuang & Xuanhui: girls uh, no more quarrels hokay?

see life's so much better without those quarrelings!

HAHA, u're both my listeners. whenever i have problems

be it a small or a big one the both of u never fail

to lend me a listening ear and a mouth with jokes.

And And there're people i miss!

wanjoo yanling amelia benji shermaine xueqi simun rowell

yuzhen adeline irene and many more.

those not mentioned are not forgotton too.

thanks you people. this is <3!

okay dear readers, stop huh-ing. (:

cause i'm really in my school's chinese orchestra

&& i'm in the erhu section. suprising uh?

hokayyyy and i hope u people won't spot me in the photo.

Laughs. oh yah these few days had been prety warm

so dear girlfriends/friends please take care and

drink more water alrights! :D

awww shit, i think i'll fail my EOY exams luh.

because i just realised that my brain had not been working

this year. i seriously don't know anything about

sec 3 work leh! maths = really driving me crazy

science = i don't know whats happening

english = the teacher really suck a big time

chinese = ahaaa learnt nothing?

my conclusion: sec 3 year is honeymoon~

tomoro we'll be having a school trip to macpherson

ite. please let tomoro be a windy day!

oh yahhhh girls! theres this very nice lip gloss

by canmake selling at only $12.90 at watsons

grab it now! (:

& i hope i'll find a goooood man,

update tomorrow~

tell me tell me am i too late to realise that.........

u actuallly still lingers in my mind? =/

let go let go let go let go let go let go let go let go

its easier said den done.

and i don't think i'll make it because hey,

i really miss you.

i hope everyone who plays around with girls die.

especially youuuuuuu. and u're not great, u're a sucker.

u're forgotton but not forgiven ass.

get that into your mind boy. so what if u're more

that average looking? does that makes u a player?

stop all ur doings. u're big enough stop playing ur days away.

someday, i know u'll understand.

whos the asshole who created friendster?

without friendster i'm sure there won't be so many players

around. aiyah whatever luh.

hey people its a lovey-dovey red day today :D

yaynesss my favourite colour hokay. laughs.

its 2-15pm now and i'm still rottting at home darn lazyyyyy.

gonna meet my friends later for the fireworks!

oh yah, everyyear when theres fireworks, theres no...

boyfriend. LOL, girlfriends are important! ^^

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

okay, i'm fucking sick. someone help me please!

_l_ i hate days when i'm sick and no one's caring about it.

& i think i neeed someone with me now.

as i'm so bored at home! my phone isin't ringing for like

manymany days already. and who call that a phone!

*roars* okay i don't even understand what i'm complaining and

talking about now. hahaha i'm sick and bored like crazy.

so if u save me i'll be thankful and hug you.

LAUGHS. =,=

alright people please stop asking. let me say it once more,

i'm single and don't ask what happen.

now i really wonder whats the point of being in a relationship

when i know it wouldnt last at all! *roars loudly*

because things always ended the same way.

saying bye-bye / sayonara to each other. what the duck =,=

so whats the difference betweeen a 2 yrs relationship &

a 1 yr relationship? ans : broke off (same) Laughs.

girls, ladies, women or whatsoever please wake up~

we should know clearly things won't last for "forever",

stop being naive. & boysguysmen just what's wrong with

you people? stop saying i love you if you don't really mean it

and pleaseplease stop saying hey girl be with me

if you can't secure us with a long termed relationship.

guys please refrain from treating love and us like a

fool. we ain't fools, we're growing ladies-to-be (:

enough talking let me present my flaws to you people.

i'm stupid, lazy, dumb, ugly, selfish, irritating, sensitive,

noisy, possessive, bad tempered and&and nosey~

hokayyyy. too bad this is just me. Laughs.

but this is really shit luh. i'm efffing bored at this time.

*pouts* ahhh shit okay.

&& i believe someday sometime i'll feel loved and love

again right? but i think being lesbian is cool :D

okay people~ sorted things out and i'm

single again (:

schooling suck. especially on days when u're really tired

and mooody =/

yea i totally agree friends are the most important.

Laughs. this few i hadn't beeen feeling happy thanks people like

yanling, rowell, wanjoo, joelyn, jolene, zilah, wanzhuang,

xinhui, xuanhui and eugenia although shes away for OBS.

almost everything didnt go well for me..

many days since i last contacted you. seriously hope

everything's doing well for you.

people, love's a total bitch. unless you really find someone

who really love you. & its difficult.

now i'm like so lack of confidence in relationships already.

but yea i hope i'll get over all these sad things soon.

now i don't even understand our situation. Laughs.

pleaseeeee no more flings ):

school suck & everything suck _l_

Laughs, whatever lahhhh.

big questions running & running round my heart,

many many do's , don'ts, please & cans .

boy, do you still love me?

do u still want to be with me?

do u think that i'm boring?

do i make a sensitive girlfriend?

do you think of me?

do you miss me?

do you still want me?

do you remember me?

boy, don't leave me.

please love me.

please be with me

please don't get sick of me.

please don't think that i'm lousy.

please miss me.

please remember me.

please think of me.

ohh boyboyboy, this is for you.

hubbbbbbbbbbbbbbb, we've beeen together for going threecutemonths.

although we stay far away, but i've never thought of giving up.

i understand feelings do fade. but mine didnt. i swear. although friendster

created manymany probs for us. but everytime we managed to talkthings out.

these few days we hadn't been contacting each other very much.

in the beginning i'm so worried, worried that things gonna change

and might not be the same anymore. i bet u didnt know i'm worried..

but u know i do treat this relationship seriously. i don't want us

to end up like some idiots who plays ard and den forget abt the past and

each other. i've really a question to ask. do u treat us seriously? i'm really

scared. scared that u didnt care. 2 weeeks and a day since i last met you.

i'm really missing your everything badly. although u're a boyfriend who

doesn't say much, but i know deep down yea u do care.

and dear, remember how we met? = friendster.

i added u first cause u looked cute. den came on msn, sms on 2/14

den met up on 3/17 den drag on and *tadar* tgt on 3rd or may. i still

remember the times when we just met. we'll sms throughout the night..

u'll crap with me... and disturb me :D i've beeen like some toot-ers looking

at the past messages u've sent me. they're really so sweeet, cute

and really memorable. and yea not forgetting those testis.

although its abit different now but yea i don't want to think so much.

cause i don't wanna be some really petty and sensitive girls. i want

to bethe girl u once really love and someone whom u won't forget.

i've got so so much to tell you. but we just can't have the chance to see

each other recently. i know u're busy with ur sch work. so i shan't pester

you out with me. school'd important so do i. i really miss you i really do.

i wanna see you. oh yea byyyy, i love those times when u came my house to

stay over. spiderman3, fishing, and dinner with my family.

they're so so unforgettable. u're the first boyfriend i've brought home

so please my dear god let this be a lasting one. because foever never

exist. i love you . and everything never ever change.

attached on o3/o5/o7.

i'm not a fool and i don't want to be your fool.

i'm not stupid not to notice anything

i don't really understand what u're doing now.

but by my instinct, i know

something is very wrong right now.

u don't love me that much anymore.

i'm not so stupid not to realise it. its obvious.

just tell me u don't wanna be with me.

i will let go, can be forgiven, but u can't be forgotton.

understand what i mean?

i don't understand what i've done wrong.

did i do anything wrong? not treating you well?

not giving u space? not letting u do the things u like?

or purely bcos i can't make u love me for long?

i don't know what you want.

u didnt reply my smses. didnt pick up my call

didnt call me and didnt even bother to care.

i'm tired. really tired. tired of being the one putting effort

to substain this relationship, tired being the one

who loves you more den u love me, being the one who's

trying to make u be with me. forget it,

i don't want you to think that i'm controlling & irritating.

if letting go is what u want me to do....... f only i can really do so ):

when i really can't bear to.

:'(

i exceptionally loveeeeeee this picture :D

although its the one and only u sent,

i do treasure it alot. <3333333333333333333

everything gonnna be alright, i'm going to forget abt you,

i'll remind myself i've to be independent bcos i don't have a bestfriend.

all i have right now is my boyfriend and my goood friends.

nothing more, nothing else.

if one day i'm going to lose either one again, i swear i'll brk down.

but yes, i have to learn how not to be pampered and dependent

bcos i must understand people do change for

themselves and not me.

stop asking what happpen because all these doesnt matters.

i'm reallly sad and disappointed though. but i gotta be strong.

i have to be happy just like how i am.

& i have to understand bestfriends/friends ain't gonnna

be forever. i can't be so naive. time to wake up and learn.

people tends to change, feeelings are meant to change too.

we're like that. realistic.

again and again i went to browse throughall my photo albums.

all that came flashing back are the times we spent.

wanted to delete everything but can't bring myself to do so.

i've changed, u've changed and we've changed.

we changed from the young girls to the matured ladies.

our thinking are different. we don't have any commmon.

facts. i have to accept facts. i'll learn how to to.

& you know i'm not going to live without anyone of you.

please )=

pictures kept.