these few days didnt turn very well for me.
i don't know whats becoming of me..
all i do is whine and tear, think and think.
tell me why, why am i so stupid? =/
i realised that i really can't communicate with guys.
& the problem really lies on me.
i'm selfish, i'm dumb and i'm stubborn but why?
why do i have a phobia for guys/ relationships now?
i so worried thinking about questions like
will my next be like the ones i had.
why do i always seeems so unimportant in people's
eyes? i'm so nothing.
& at the very beginning i knew, everything would change
and end up the same.