Monday, November 09, 2009

I'm not using this site anymore... i've changed link!
decided not to delete this page because i really love
reading abt my past.
Thanks for reading lovableens!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Omg. i've not been blogging for say 2 months?
Giving myself a break from this site because i've now
prioritise books my 1st. O lvl is merely 9 days away and
i don't think i'm prepared. nope, don't even have the
urge to start studying at times.
Fuck got me.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Got B3 for my chinese. Disappointed x 10.
No words can describe how badly you hurt me with
your words. Dad, why there isin't once you feel proud
and satisfied of what i've achieved?
Just why must you put me down? Is B3 really
considered lousy? :'(
You'll never understand how i feel.
Because, you're not me.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Blogger is finally functioning. It wasted 10 mins of my
life ytd and kept me annoyed for the entire night.
Maybe afterall, i shouldn't abandon this site as
it has been with me for 3 years. From the most
memorable days to the most difficult phase, it kept
me going.
You know this site cheered me quite alot when i was
in the lowest pits. I look at the past entries and
couldn't help but laugh to myself. Those days
when i hurled vulgarities, those days when i had 3
inches worth of makeups on me.
Interesting and memorable indeed.
Also, this space kept times i've spent with my
ex boyfriends. wouldn't say it's anything worth
remembering.... but it's actually quite amusing to
come to a realization of how much i've changed
these few years. yadayadahhhh.
In case some of you might be wondering abt.
why lovableens? because,
Lovable + Leen = Lovableens!
That's real smart of me 3 years back righttttt.
You know dear, i thank god for your presence.
With love.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Thankfully, I've learnt how to see who are my true
friends and whos not. Sometimes in life, we're bound
to befriend some wrong people. Back then, being
the ignorant and naive girl i was, i thought i'm really
good in choosing who to mix with and who not to.
I thought i was old enough to decide for myself.
I was wrong.
I just realised that i couldn't give an answer if you
were to ask me if whos my bestfriend or who i'm now
closest to. Two years back, if you were to ask me the
same question, without any hesitation i'll tell you
who. I used to care alot, really. But i gave up.
I wouldn't want to waste my time on a friend that
doesn't appreciates me as much as i do.
Friends changes too. They might be the one closest
to you this second and the next, they'll probably
be stepping over your head. Time flies....It has been
5 years. Should i say it's too short for us to
really see whos the one being nice or should i say
that it's so long that we no longer bother to
care about how one another feels?
Maybe after we've all parted then will we realise
that all along, we've always been good friends.
Friends that have been through lots of and lots of
obstacles together, friends that have been caring
for one another......... in silence.
Shall we all talk?

Friday, July 10, 2009

To love,
Having difficulty waiting for this freagging time to
end. Can't wait for W to be back cause i'm missing
him just a tat too much and it's unbearably bored
w/o him on weekends! Hehe no doubt hes still the
bestbestbest person i can spend my weekend with.
You know without you,
blogger is my bestfriend.
I'm still deciding if i should stop blogging here and
change to somewhere where i'll get enough privacy.
Should i or should i not? this is irritatin.
What do you guys think?
I've this strong urge to party now.
my life is like a sad cow without it's food.
Do you understand do you understand do you huh?
more pictures tmr. bye.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Life goes on and i'm back to my schooling life.
F.sick about it because i know it v.well that i'm not
those who really adores sitting down doing math,
science or even english. Just couldn't wait...
couldn't wait for time to pass as quickly as it could.
I've always been day-dreaming abt how fantastic
life would be after my Os. You know that always
made me have a feeling that is impossible
to be put into words. leh
I think for the past few months i haven't been doing
at the optimal level. I too know that i've slacken
down quite alot. Don't worry i'm a little sick of
seeing those disappointing results. My marks have
been failing me these few months! What Ms J
said in class today was quite true. I wouldn't want
to be put into a situation whereby i regretted not
studying well enough because i thought i could do
it without any revision.
I always had this thinking..... and my chem marks
proved me utterly wrong today. Kinda feeling guilty
for not studying now :( ya know i can see that Ms
J was very disappointed in me bcos she gave a loud
sigh when she passed me my paper. sad x 100000
O lvl chinese oral tmr. wish me luck.
Web-camming with weising now.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

A thing called love
Thanks Weising
for the care you've showered me with
for those suprises that you gave
for those stupid noises you made on phone
for those names that you called me
for those times when you accompanied me
for those times you said i'm perfect
All these made me know how to appreciate myself
just better.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Too many pictures. In summary,
Holidays coming to an end but i've not really enjoyed
myself yet. Homework not done... gotta do it later.
Speaking of homework reallyyyy makes me sick.
Butterfactory tomorrow. Interested pm me.
i'll be back.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Back from batam. Feeling so much contented with
what i have now. The washrooms over at batam were
real horrible x 10. No one can ever describe the
word 'constipation' as well as i do. Laughs
Summerfest @ siloso tomorrow yay.
Party time.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i'm out of town .
will be back on friday .
see you guys then ! :D

Monday, June 15, 2009

I dead!
i'm having flu symptoms now and the worst thing
is, i've been hanging out with darliney's sis who just
came back from melbourne! the plane that she
boarded had 2 or 3 infected passengers.
I'm worrying like one mad dog now because i've been
attending birthday parties these few days.
Most likely tomorrow's batam trip with my family
and D will be cancelled too. Double the whammy :(
I've been looking forward to this trippppp since
the term closed! The best part comes here............
MOH going over to D house today to check
and i think D's whole family might be quarantined.
Which concludes that, i might be affected too.....
since i had close contact with D.
Keeping my fingers crossed that we'll all be fine.
With love,
Interested in butterfact on 23rd? Pm me now!

Friday, June 12, 2009

Land of the lost
a big screen adaptation of Sid and Marty Krofft’s 1970s
television series about a mysterious land populated by dinosaurs
and other creatures. It stars Will Ferrell, Danny R. McBride,
Anna Friel and Jorma Taccone. Released on the 11th june.
Got to watch this show on the 9th with darliney at Lido all
thanks to OMY for sponsoring bloggers the tickets! :)
A fan of sexual comedy? this is a show not to be missed!
Some parts were really hilarious and downright retarded that
i'm sure you couldn't help but laugh yourself off the seats.
For that, i promise!
Oh yesyes. If you really love those dinosaurs, ET, etc
you should really watch this! Reason being, the dinosaurs
look so real in Land of the lost! I SWEAR!!!!
Rating 3.5/5
Wait no more! catch this show with your buddies and watch
how much you guys will enjoy this show now!

Monday, June 08, 2009

Bad girlfriend am i?

That day when you said "you treated me like shit" i felt
really badd. I know throughout these 6 months that
we've been tgt, i'm always being the unreasonable
meanie. I too know that you've always been the one
giving in. There were times where i'm disgusted the
by way i treated you even though you're being
such a nice boyfriend.
Sometimes i just couldn't help but kept thinking if i'm
the one for you. I'm sure without me, theres still better
girls out there who treats you way better than i am.
I really don't understand. I really don't.
You're not obliged to give in to me. but why are you
always being so understanding? you've never once
shouted at me. but i've always been the one yelling at
you. you've never said i screwed things up but i've
always been saying that to you. you've never once
utter a word about how bad i've treated you. but i'm
the one always blabbering about how bad you were.
I've always been comparing you to other guys. but
you've never once compared me to any other girls.
i've always been saying that you're lousy. but all you
said to me was "you're perfect". You've gave me all
the suprises you could. but i've never once given you
I'm feeling very ashamed of myself.
What should i do?
I'm sorry. Love you.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

No time to blog. i'll be having school daily from 2nd of
june till 12 of june 8am-4pm! what's worst is.... from
tmr to sat, 8am-9pm. Drainnnnedddddd.
I'll be back real soon!
StJames on the 7th OR
Buttterfact on the 23rd? Interested???
And click on my nuffnang advert! thanks

Thursday, May 28, 2009

It's 12.15am now and i have not slept a wink.
In case some of you do not know, Chinese Os is just like
3 or 4 days away. Not too long to go, yet not to short to
have the last chances to create miracles.
School these few days were everything about chinese.
We were drilled to do everything by an error free and
perfecting our writing in the shortest time possible
so much that my brain stops functioning at times.
Till these days then i started realising that even
Chinese as a language, has it's own beauty that will
only be realised after long practices of writing and
speaking. (HAHA weird me today because for my
entire life, i've not been speaking good of chinese.)
Sometimes i actually felt that theres a significant
change in how life was like from last year and this
year. Although theres more to handle, more to do
and more to study...... i'm kinda starting to tune
myself better to this hectic lifestyle without the stress
i was dealing with last year and even started to get
the momentum.
Of course, my life doesn't only revolves around studies
but also many more interesting factors that made
me what i am today. I'm no nerddddd HAHA.
Anyw, i'm having some problems deciding whether
i should pursue Business Studies(Human Resource),
Advertising & Public Relations or Law & Management
Suggestions anyone?

Friday, May 22, 2009

A week ago
Hi guys i'm dead beat!
oh yes my results......
Eng B3(Shocked.highest in class. i know it's wtf)
Science B4(irritated and disappointed)
Maths C6(no words will be able describe this)
Chinese B4 (Ranked 3rd in class. i know it's wtf again)
Combi humans F9(no comments)
Poa F9(no comments too)
Ok tata!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

All taken last night after dinner over at my house
and theres still more in my webcam folder.
Without any makeups and acting random... sorry ah!
Oh did i mention last friday i went marina mandarin
for buffet dinner at the aquamarine? Not sure
whether did i get it correctly anot. Anyw, food there
was OK but not to the peak where you'll still rmb
how the it tastes like now. But i got to agree that
the chilli crab(one of the chef's recommendation)
wasn't disappointing. Luckily enough. HAHAHA
Per head at $58+++ so... rating? 3.2/5
Darliney and me took lotsa pictures over there but
i'm lazy to upload them here. Mayb over a facebook?
Uploading pictures onto my com is no longer a
hassle with it. It's such a breeeze over there with
one click and everything done nicely! Sounding like
an ambassador for facebook now rightttt.
Mid year exams finallly over! So, done with one
little hurdle. Oh wait, wouldn't say it's even a hurdle..
mayb a small little bump? Having mixed feelings now
partly because exams ended but Os chinese coming
in like what? 11 days? anddddd i have a hunch
that i didn't do great this time round. badddddd
Meeting kennyoji and kyler later over at tampines
mall or T1. Been long since we last met up for a
drink. Might be meeting darliney for movie at night

Monday, May 18, 2009

Wanted to post pictures but couldn't bring myself to.
My uncle(mom's cousin) commited suicide on the 15th
of may. He jumped off his house on the 14th floor.
Life is so beautiful yet so fragile. Rest in peace.
Vaunt 4 at StJames on the 7th june! reserve from me!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

That's me without a pinch of makeups last sunday at
Tampines 1 with darliney and my cousins.
OK WAIT. look at the picture again!! see my thin
brows lying there lifelessly bald on my face? that's the
'fabulous' job the ugly old and fat auntie did to me.
Just compare his brows with mine... HAHAHAHA.
Exams weren't as bad nor as good as i thought.
But still, it didn't scared me any. My life still goes on
like how it was supposed to be and i'm really enjoying
every bit on this. Thanks to ppl like Efah, Zilah and
Xinhui who've been there with me whenever i'm in
desperate need for someone to talk to and also, never
failed to laugh at my not-funny-at-all jokes.
Love you girls alot
(i think you guys are the only friends that i enjoyed being with.)
Friends changes, Friends moves
Friends drift, Friends leaves......
I've experienced it more than any that i actually don't
bother to care anymore. Efah! i think we're the same
so.... we should love each other even more :)
Hehehehe let's deviate from this topic lest i get myself
emo or sadddddddd again.
I'm going to parkway later to meet denz and darliney
and he don't know any shit about it!
Yay gonnnnnnaaaaa suprise him.
7th of june St James Mixed aged.
Reserve your tickets from me!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Birthday night
That's the cake i baked with darliney- the strawberry
cheesecake ;) sure loook nice huh?
Lucky enough they didn't check darliney and me.
Anyw, i was kinda high that night and was dancing the
night away on the tables and sofas.
Total madnessss but i really had fun fun fun.
Anyw, I bought a polaroid ytd and it takes f.nice
pictures hoooraayyyyy. (he paid half for it too)
Many more pictures with his sisters.
Shall post them up soon!

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Amara hotel , Korean Cuisine
Dinner was super filling yesterday + the cheesecake
i think i've gain mayb a kg or two? Saddddddddddddd
i must really stop eattting man. You people won't
believe how much weight i've put on since dec till now.
But i'll openly tell you ppl that i've gain er.....
3kg? or mayb a lil more. I need holidays!!!!! Because
it has always been a norm that i lose weight fast
during the holidaysssssssss.
I forgotten to take a pic of the cake we baked ytd!
Shall get it from Darliney's sis soon ;)
Tonight club. What to wearrrrrrrr?! this is driving me
nuts. Gtg! i'll be back posting pictures.
Oh wait, before i go........
HAHAHAAHHA i took lots of pictures with darliney
ytd and i loook f.ugly which is evidently seen on the
pictures above.

Friday, May 08, 2009

Hatred (Please skip this part if necessary)
I'm fuming mad i swearrrrr. The damn auntie at the
trimming specialist(located at tamp inter) is damn fat,
stupid and ugly. I stepped in,told her that i wanna
trim my eyebrow and even purposely said "i don't want
it to be thin... just want it to be neat" she said "ok".
Oh wow look at the fantastic job she've done to my
brows now.... i look like i'm naked. AND she didnt
even trimmed any single shit! all she did was just
shave shave and shave!!!! I EVEN BLED @#*%&#$!
The rest always did a goob job for me except for her.
Please do not think that i'm overreacting. As girls, we
should all know that our brows play a bigbig part in
our overall appearence rightttttttttt.
On the lighter note, darliney and me baked a cheese
cake yesterday and it looks awesome-ly gooood!
(althought the big one was kinda screwed)
But anyw, we're going some hotel for dinner at night
with his family for his sis birthday. Let's just keep my
fingers cross that i won't end up ravaging the food on
the table. Don't wanna put on any more weight!
Sorry weising. I'm really sorry for always being so
unreasonable. And thanks for always being sooooo
understanding and nice. It's our 3rd.
Love you ;)
Pics taken later in the night will be uploaded soon!

Monday, May 04, 2009

Why do i look so ugly in this photo huh?
HAHA pardon our red faces because we drank that night.
(26th april over at eugenia's house)
anddd this saturday we'll be celebrating darliney's sis 20th
birthday at some club/bar ssoooooo it's time to have fun!
(random)i'm satisfied with my current hair because
it doesn't look as ahlian-ish anymore due to the
fact that i've snipped off all the thin and long ends.
I think i look much more freshen up, neater and most
importantly TALLER! (long hair actually shortens your frame
especially if you're already short enough. HAHAHAHAHAHA)
My hair is growing in lightning speed i swear.
Only two days since we last met and i'm missing
darliney like a madwoman alrdy. The incessant thinking
of him make me feel very much like a pervert at times.
Wonder how is he doing for his soccer trials in school
now???? Please work hard k darling.
Loveandmissyou! ;)

Sunday, May 03, 2009

All sides of me.
Been long since i last posted pictures of myself and i
finally got to posted some of myself today. I've more of
darliney and me to upload soon.
Pardon me for the f word i uses here (pls skip this part if necessary)
I've been doing nothing at home since 12pm except
for sleeping, eating, using lappy and talking.
I seriously think that i've been wasting my life for
more than half a year and this is realllll baddddddd.
I just can't get any books into my head cause i'm
just f.lazy and this is really pissing my ass off.
It's reallyreally f.irritating and i feel like awarding
myself a big fat slap. Last week's mid year papers
wasn't scaring any shit out of me and this is
freagging weird because it wasn't any bit like this
last year. I think i should stop going out till late in
the nights because i'm getting so used to it like no
one's business. "Hello Eileen, so... you think you're
not taking your major exams this year huh?"
Why aren't the hear of Olvls scaring me? Someone
please infect me with some stress of yours so i'll
get my ass of the chair and start mugging.
This week was kinda shitty for me.
Had many tiffs with darliney and sometimes it puts
wondering if our relationship is going the wrong way.
I think i'm most to blame. Dominance is the perfect
word for the fault of mine....... i guess.
Thanks for always trying your best to give in to my
wants and needs and didn't even utter a single word
though i've been complaining abt how bad you are.
I'm really sorry about that and i love you.
Anyw, i've got new stocks for Lavinty and it's really
pretty! do rmb to mention you're lovableens's reader
and get 10% of total receipt!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Some facts that you might not know about me


I'm actually considered a little indo-chinese bcos my
grandpa is from batam. But i guess the indo blood in me
is kinda diluted now? My dad's fault!
I've not inherited my mum's pretty features all because
of my dad! Which i'm always whinning about.
I don't fart unless i'm having severe tummyaches.
Hole in my stomach? might be.
I'm very pissed now as i've earlier tried to upload pics
here but it failed! And i've tried more than once.
Trust me i'm cursing blogger very much now.
we'll bebringing in vintage watches soon. Stay tuned.

Monday, April 27, 2009

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as best as possible. Lavinty is having it's opening sale now!
Do mention that you're lovableens's blog reader and
get 10% off your total receipt!
With love,

Thursday, April 23, 2009


I swear my hair looks longer in this picture. I guess I just
snipped of like 4-5 inches of my hair? ****Cries****
However, i'm lucky enough as 8 out of 10 people usually
regretted it from the change of long to short hair.
I supposed? HAHAHA. (actually sometimes i do miss my long hair)
Most of my friends commented that i look more matured
in this hair. What do you guys think then? Tag please!
My results are on the average this time round.
English 20/30
Maths 25/40
Chinese 32/50
Combi Sci 43/60
Combi Humans 21/35
Next week mark the start of Mid year exams.
It's also a norm for the school to set 'killer papers'.
I'm trying my best to keep myself on track and sadly to
say, to date, i've not been working hard yet.
But i do really wanna score and make myself proud.
Let's just keep my fingers cross that last minute studying
still works for me just like how it always did.
It's friday tomorrow which means, Kennyoji will be back
in singapore after 4 long months overseas.
Weising, study hard k? loveyou.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Evidently as seen from the webcam pics of me and weising,
you'll get to see that i don't really bother about how i look.
It's not that Eileen've turned lazy.
I find it weird to as to why wouldn't i bother about
my looks anymore when i'm with him. Too comfortable?
LIFE. Cheers or tears? Loveyou :)
Anyw, i'm really too lazy to post the second design of the
vinty earrings today. probably tomorrow?
This is irritating. i just can't wait. can't freagging wait to
graduate and move on to poly. Envious of those who used
to be in my batch in poly now. Life seems to be moving
much more slower over there.
Photos will be up soon. Tell me your comments yeah!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Selling this vintage earrings #1!
Fancy adding this pair into your vintage collection?
Don't hesitate! it's specially imported by me! Unique piece
that you won't find on streets!
Interested? Tag or email me!
Hurry! few instocks left!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

I forgotten about my blog totally. Life's sickening.
I hate myself!!!!!!!! why the fug can't i just eat less and
exercise more? i need to shed some fats i swear.
but schooling always seems to be a hurdle for me to slim
down. Prolly because we tend to eat more due to stress?
HAHA. high possibility.
Ok i'm gonna make a to-do-list now and the deadline
for everything to be done will be on the erm... 11/11/09.
WHY? because it's the day when i'm done with Os.
1st: To save $1000 for clothes spree
2nd: To lose 5kg (which is s-diff to attain)
3rd: A Trip overseas with close friends
4th: Aiya many more. can't think of em now.
Brain dead.
I'll continue my long to-do-list soon.
I'm feeeling damn shiokkkk now because i just had my
online shopping spree. And i've spent more than 300
bucks this weekend on things that i don't really see except
for some clothes from dorothyperks and topshop.
Can't wait for the day i'm liberated from this freaging
exam. That day will be the day i'll throw all my books
away and hug everyone on the streets screaming on
the top of my voice "I've GRADUATED" like finally
after 5 long years in the secondary school being ugly
all the time without even complaining.
With love.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Life couldn't have been any better.
This was taken last week if i'm not wrong.
The weather have been a total bitch for the past few
days. Staying in class makes me feel like i'm boiling.
It's freagging too warm. Oh god please let it rain!
School? still a disaster. Chemistry distinction club
remedial's test was horrendous. What have i got? HAHA
10/30. I wonder how i've gotten 1 for N levels last year.
Think i've forgotten all about the theory and stuffs.
But i admit that paper was really tough one. (i guess?)
I need moneymoneymoney to buy all my new clothes
and others that i've been eyeing for a long time.
This is bad... Os this year. Couldn't fork out any time
to really work and earn big bucks. Oh ya! i've a 2 days
event job this month with boony as we've previously
worked for them. Lucky boon and me. AHHAHA
It's time for me to be on stage for the announcement
tomorrow again! A little jittery now. But it's okay since
i've been up there once. Speak slower Eileen poh k?
Ngweising, you better clear your pimples if not imma
pinch and squeeze your pimples till you die...
ROAR-NESS. Loveyou :)

Monday, March 30, 2009

Webcamming with wz in the night.

Thats what we do when we get too bored. Not in the mood. i'll be back!

Love you weising!