Monday, November 09, 2009

I'm not using this site anymore... i've changed link!
decided not to delete this page because i really love
reading abt my past.
Thanks for reading lovableens!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Omg. i've not been blogging for say 2 months?
Giving myself a break from this site because i've now
prioritise books my 1st. O lvl is merely 9 days away and
i don't think i'm prepared. nope, don't even have the
urge to start studying at times.
Fuck got me.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Got B3 for my chinese. Disappointed x 10.
No words can describe how badly you hurt me with
your words. Dad, why there isin't once you feel proud
and satisfied of what i've achieved?
Just why must you put me down? Is B3 really
considered lousy? :'(
You'll never understand how i feel.
Because, you're not me.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Blogger is finally functioning. It wasted 10 mins of my
life ytd and kept me annoyed for the entire night.
Maybe afterall, i shouldn't abandon this site as
it has been with me for 3 years. From the most
memorable days to the most difficult phase, it kept
me going.
You know this site cheered me quite alot when i was
in the lowest pits. I look at the past entries and
couldn't help but laugh to myself. Those days
when i hurled vulgarities, those days when i had 3
inches worth of makeups on me.
Interesting and memorable indeed.
Also, this space kept times i've spent with my
ex boyfriends. wouldn't say it's anything worth
remembering.... but it's actually quite amusing to
come to a realization of how much i've changed
these few years. yadayadahhhh.
In case some of you might be wondering abt.
why lovableens? because,
Lovable + Leen = Lovableens!
That's real smart of me 3 years back righttttt.
You know dear, i thank god for your presence.
With love.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Thankfully, I've learnt how to see who are my true
friends and whos not. Sometimes in life, we're bound
to befriend some wrong people. Back then, being
the ignorant and naive girl i was, i thought i'm really
good in choosing who to mix with and who not to.
I thought i was old enough to decide for myself.
I was wrong.
I just realised that i couldn't give an answer if you
were to ask me if whos my bestfriend or who i'm now
closest to. Two years back, if you were to ask me the
same question, without any hesitation i'll tell you
who. I used to care alot, really. But i gave up.
I wouldn't want to waste my time on a friend that
doesn't appreciates me as much as i do.
Friends changes too. They might be the one closest
to you this second and the next, they'll probably
be stepping over your head. Time flies....It has been
5 years. Should i say it's too short for us to
really see whos the one being nice or should i say
that it's so long that we no longer bother to
care about how one another feels?
Maybe after we've all parted then will we realise
that all along, we've always been good friends.
Friends that have been through lots of and lots of
obstacles together, friends that have been caring
for one another......... in silence.
Shall we all talk?

Friday, July 10, 2009

To love,
Having difficulty waiting for this freagging time to
end. Can't wait for W to be back cause i'm missing
him just a tat too much and it's unbearably bored
w/o him on weekends! Hehe no doubt hes still the
bestbestbest person i can spend my weekend with.
You know without you,
blogger is my bestfriend.
I'm still deciding if i should stop blogging here and
change to somewhere where i'll get enough privacy.
Should i or should i not? this is irritatin.
What do you guys think?
I've this strong urge to party now.
my life is like a sad cow without it's food.
Do you understand do you understand do you huh?
more pictures tmr. bye.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Life goes on and i'm back to my schooling life.
F.sick about it because i know it v.well that i'm not
those who really adores sitting down doing math,
science or even english. Just couldn't wait...
couldn't wait for time to pass as quickly as it could.
I've always been day-dreaming abt how fantastic
life would be after my Os. You know that always
made me have a feeling that is impossible
to be put into words. leh
I think for the past few months i haven't been doing
at the optimal level. I too know that i've slacken
down quite alot. Don't worry i'm a little sick of
seeing those disappointing results. My marks have
been failing me these few months! What Ms J
said in class today was quite true. I wouldn't want
to be put into a situation whereby i regretted not
studying well enough because i thought i could do
it without any revision.
I always had this thinking..... and my chem marks
proved me utterly wrong today. Kinda feeling guilty
for not studying now :( ya know i can see that Ms
J was very disappointed in me bcos she gave a loud
sigh when she passed me my paper. sad x 100000
O lvl chinese oral tmr. wish me luck.
Web-camming with weising now.