i posted this for the sake of clearing the prob out in a

PROPER MANNER.

hello people~, hate me or like me i don't care but stop polluting my blog.

cause i don't need all ur dirty comments. so u better fcuk off

before i really gets angry and get the hell out of you.

ahaaaa and scolding fcuk off doesn't means i wanna fcuk you.

can you be more realistic? how can i fcuk you when u're not

even putting ur name on the tags? scared isit?

& i seriously discriminate those lowly assholes dirtying

my tagboard without their highly protected names.

ehhhhh u got balls or nehneh please put ur name lah, scared wad sio

dare to tag don't dare to admit. come out say lah~

oh yah, and my pictures why do you need to care so much?

haha please let me see ur name and pictures first den comment

whether or not my picture is disgusting alrights?

grow up will you? ur actions are just telling ppl that u're such a

useless person & someone not even proud of ur own name.

girl/boy, tag with pride please don't throw those kind passer-bys face!

if u're really that daring, tell me ur number let me call you.

thankyou.

okay! enough of those clearing of prob in a proper manner.

& i hope the person will tell me who he/she is. =)

gah* bought contact lens today spent another 20dollars!

and i love my darling girlfriend for buying me the contact lens

knowing that i don't have that much money to spend lah, ^^

see see seee i love you eugeniadarling!

especially for joelyn : cutie! don't think about it anymore.

i'll be there for you alrights! <33>

okay i think my chinese improved already~! cause first time i'm soooo

confident in my chinese exams. but for social studies,

*yawns* i'll just wait for the U grade (:

and yay-yay tomoro no sch! and i want to study with dearie

but dunoooo go where =/

mother will not be working for a month or so. die lah!!

no more of the late-sneaking-home ):

i miss the bondings ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

hey, its my life get it?

i live it MY way, not yours.

you know what? girl, i won't even care how u think of me.

ahahaa. i don't even give a fcuk* lah,

LOL. ytd english mye paper. i think its quite easy leh.

*grins* && i wanna get good results for english paper! my favourite

subject(: hmmmm den after the paper went to serve

the 2 dammmm hrs of detention, sit there do nothing =/

after that took 28 home. den gahgahgah*

2 hrs later went to eugenia's so called "birthday party" i suppose?

:D although abit sian lah, but still i enjoy my friends company.

played some stupid games at her house.

i lick ppl's leg and shoe =,= darn.

den went to simei slack till 1++ my sweeetdad came

to fetch me and limin mother home! =)

and i'm super tired! & i woke up at 2pm today :DDD

sorry but i do admit i'm a pig

sometimes*LAUGHS*

omg omg omg dieeeeeeeeee. monday got chinese and ss paper.

die lah, i got this feeeling that i'm going to flunk

my maths, science and many many more! )'=

okay these few days i'm seriously broke, first in my lifetime.

&&&&& so sorry! i'm lazy to update my blog everyday.^^

pictures after exams! <3

please don't you try me.

cause i'll never let you off asshole.

i love you i love you & i love you lah! ):

and why the fcuk* am i jealous
huh. diediedie =/

CANNOT CANNOT!

haha i think i've got a fragile heart !^@#&@#

but no matter wad, i must be a understanding person.
horhor? (: i can ren one! gahgahgah*

but please don go overboard cause i may not take it )':

& i'm trying not to reply alot of comments already.

but nvm lah.. =/

today spent 100+++ on eugenia's birthday present

shit lah! i'm fcuking broke le.

AIYA I STILL CANT GET THE THING OUT OF MY MIND

FCUK JEALOUSY LAH )=

i very sad lah idiot!

can u please stop that? )'=

*cries*

insecured;

love is total shit, love isin't sweet, love is arse, love is everything

love is fcuking* confusing, love isin't commiting,

love is one sided, love is unconditional, love is me! *grrrrrrrrrrrr*

): i'm no-no flirt/player! @##$@%$

& i'm dammmm fcuking* serious lah.

i just found out that, i don't understand why some couples can live

happily for sucha long period of time.

dammmm jealous! ^^ specially for jolene :

ahJO , its time to let go girl.. do not hold on to him anymore.

he isin't worth of ur anything.

get what i mean? love isin't the duration girl, its the moments!

cheeer up alrights! :)

& i'm losing all the confidence in relationships. =/

oh ya.. my grandma's sis passed away today 1.28am.

i was there to catch the last glance of her. )'=

my loved ones! please take good care of ur health yea,

sickness = crazy! GAHGAHGAH*

next fri english exams already. and i haven't even started

opening any of my books.

i think i'll just flunk everything this time. hopefully not ):

i may just start biting
myself again dammmm stress of

EVERYTHING

& i don't feeel like telling people around me

cause there are enough problems for them to handle.

tomoro needa go to the stupid coffeeshop to help out again.

waste of my time =,=

after all the tough exams, well girlfriends it shall be our bonding

time. i know there are some misunderstanding

mayb we don't understand each another.

things will get better yea, no more attitude problems pls!

& nothing you do can change my mind

i love you.

FCUK LAH! today wake up my first thought was..

I DIDNT WANT TO GO TO SCH LAH!

but i have to ): so i asked eugenia to meet me for mac

we 8 den reach sch.

suay suay she didnt bring her card which the deadline is ytd

den our form tcher called her mum actually for the card.

but tcher told her mum that she was not in sch yet.

den the mum kept calling eugenia when we're still in mac.

she panic den i ask her go sch first i walk there alone.

DEN THE MUM CALLED ME.

&& I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS HER NUMBER.

)= and fcuk i lied to her mum,to cover up for eugenia.

now her mum dammm angry of me lah!

and she even asked eugenia to stay away from me.

i was like =,= wtf?!?! *ARRGHGHGHGH*

we're just late for the assembly we didnt skip any classes

EXCUSE ME?!

can you please understand? dammmmmmmmmm.

i went home immediatly after sch, took a short nap.

TAADA i went for piano!

ya de ya de.. den saw a few friends .

tmr got sports day! and i'm in for tally match! die die die.

i just receive a call.

my grandma's sis can't make it already. )=

i want you

have you ever wonderered, if one day someone close

to you is struggling with her illness

& u can't do anything but to see her suffer

through the last journey of her life? )=

*cries* just came back from kk hospital,

went to visit my grandma's sister. i still rmb

the days when she gave in to me, dote on me and

played with me. && i will not forget those heartening

memories.

shes only 53.. why must god take her away?

thinking back, now i see how vulnerable life is.

not everybody gets to live healthily.

so all the more fortunate ppl like us should

really learn how to cherish things ard us. =/

can i not have anymore relatives/loved ones

suffering/dying of cancer?!!

CANCER = KILLER.

*arghhhhhhh* tmr i have school! but i really

can't get these out of my mind.

okokay *stop*

YAY! TMR BAKING COOKIES WITH DARLING GIRLFRIEND,

MARMIE, PPPDEARIE && FRIENDS.

hope everything goes smoothly. (:

i have no idea why i'm having moodswings these

few days =[

; someone tell me what is life

birth , old , sufferings & dying?

just realised that capricorn doesn't fools ard. they are serious beings.

=/ dammm i'm so bored till i go ard the internet searching info

on capricorn = meme! :D

ya lah, thats wad girls do when they gets tooo bored.

went to shop ard today after school. i have to stop shopping!

i'm dammm broke now, & i think i've spent enough, especially

/particularly this year.

have no idea why. mayb i've grown up! though i still wanna buy

the guess wallet lah! but not for now :)

today had sexuality classes( different frm SEX)

somehow, someone starts mentioning about things that happen

to me last year. teacher requested me to share with the class.

& it seriously doesn't feels good to be in an "abusive" relationship.

thinking back, i seriously think at that point of time,

i'm just too blinded by love to even protect myself.

sharing it with the whole class with experience i felt funny.

somehow i hold back some tears.
):

*roars* enough of those gahgahgah,

i seriously have something to mention to my close friends.

in particular, my 5 other girls in my class.

sometimes i realise that our friendship only starts when one of you

are hurt by another.

i have no idea why. mayb it gonna be like that for the next 2

years or so?

our friendship isin't strong girls,

however eugenia is different for the past 2yr+ she had NEVER

leave me despite my bad habbits & girl i really cherish you!@!

nobody can spoil our friendship yea :D

& definately not you bitch,

exams are staring.. english mye starts on 27th apr

mye will end ard 7th of may & i'll be FREE!

;dear one, i'll be there for you.

dammmmmmmm fcuk it.

i rotted at home for today! AHHHH my tuition teacher

forgotten bout the the time we agreed on,

she came at 10AM instead of 11AM

gahgahgah. & end up i'm tired and moooodless =/

AND MY STUPID/DUMB/ASS mother

don't let me out today! wake up only keeep on kpkb

non-stop.

thats the reason why i always hated mum.

den my darlinggirlfriend came my house to accompany me.

I THANK GOD FOR THE DAYS WITH HER.

:DD

tmr i wanna go sing

but i guesss we'll make some changes.

;will you love me like the way i love you?

i lovemypeeps.

god dammm it! *roars*

woke up at 8 today for the spca flag day.

dumb asss. 9am-12pm, HOW TO FIND PPL DONATE LAH!

abit stupid though,

after that we sian already headed for

carls jr for breakfast! ^^

OKAY I ADMIT THAT THE BURGER IS BIG

& may contains 1000calories =,=

shouldn't have eat that!

den after that ya de ya de take mrt back to tampines

reached homee get ready ard 3+

get out of house le.

reached orchard at 4.05pm

WAITED FOR THAT MRPOHPEIPEI FOR AN HOUR.

till 5.10 )=

shop&shop ard and dammmm, i didnt buy anything!

>.< OH YA XUEQI AND SHARON

ARE SOME V.CUTE PEEPS.

okokay i shall try my best to update everyday(:

arghhh shit lah monday got geog test ):

*rings*

PLEASE WAKE UP AND STUDY.

MISSES~

so loong since i update!

so long since i last update lah!

had beeeeeeen quite busy lately & most of all very lazy! :D

MYE are coming!

i've to really got to work hard.

hadn't been listening to classes lately. LOL!

just cant seems to get myself concentrated in maths.

i hate maths! *gahgahgah*

AND YES. TMR TO SPCA FLAG DAY.

hopefully everything will turn out fine. (:

shall update again!

PICTURES COMING !~