Eileen's worries part 1

okay readers, i'm really sorry for this mia period.

1st: things didnt go well for me & most of all, i'm always busy

with tuitions. i reallly miss those time when i can do anything

as and when i like :/

2nd: my dear daddy have to use the com almost everyday for his

work. thats the reason why i almost didnt really use the com

for like 2-3 weeks?

3rd: although i tried to do my test gingerly, but i think i

didnt score well.

4th: had some small little tiff with one of my goodfriends.

what actually made me so flabbergasted & disappointed

was knowing that i'm a vain person, you still played that

on me. but its okay i guess. i should just forget about it.

5th: about someone, someone i care.

i have many pictures but dad just couldnt spare me more

time.

please have some patience readers! i'll definitely blog tomorrow with many many pictures! :D

i have many many things to say but dad wants to use the computer.

i seriously neeed someone to talk to. :'(

Knowing more about Eileen[part 2]

thursday 13th

went boatquay with friends.

drank a little and cabbed home ard 2.

friday 14th

been a goood girl going for tuition so as usual same

for yesterday. stayed at home the whole day.

saturday 15th

tuition again. stayed at home till now.

like wtf? :/

Now.

i seriously hate my life! i wonder why

all of us have to study so hard. just for money?

or just for having a good life ahead? until now, idk.

just whats life about? sighs. i actually felt that the

happiest days in my life was when i'm

in nursery. Everyone dotes on me, they don't give

me any stress on studying. now, its time for me to work

hard for my future. but wheres my motivation?

i haven't find any motivation for me to start mugging.

& i seriously don't know whats happening.

i kept thinking about things i shouldnt even bother

about this year. but i just couldnt stop myself from

doing so. maybe because i'm the only child

thats the reason why i'm so so pampered....

i'll list down all Eileen poh's bad habits now.

if you can't accept it i suggest you can leave this page now (:

1. i love spending money like no one's business

2. i love laughing loudly which i find it very unglam.

3.i love daydreaming about my future.

4. $100 a week for me is not enough

when i don't know where all the money went to. kinda weird.

5. hello guys, yes i'm very sensitive. mind you.

6. i love to be in love.

which i prolly wasted 10years on. like what the hell Eileen.

many pictures coming!

knowing more about Eileen [part 1]

its like... 99% true gooodness!

Capricorn - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future: Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships. Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date. Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates. Best color to attract mate: Dark green Best day for a date: Saturday

What's Your Love Profile?

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. In love, you are very protective and supporting. However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous. At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

What's Your Personality Type?

random pictures of Eugeniababbbby & me [part 1]

laughs. rarely beeen so free to update my blog consecutively

3 days in a row. anyway.. co camp was quite tiring!

i think its due to my deprived-of-sleep state. imagine

sleeping at 4am the night before camp. totally... no link.

& i have so many things to complain about like seriously!

firstly Eileen poh needa save more money because she uses

money without any thinking which is a very bad habit.

second, she really need to stop eating prolly 10000 years ago.

last but now least, Eileen have to pull up her socks and really

get books into her head bcos i guess she hasn't got any

till now & its getting late! roars. i'm lazy :/

oh yea! another very important one. Eileen need to improve

on her face's condition. so byebye to *kachings$$*

okay baby, don't say i didnt show any signs of symptoms

of life without you is so so terrible k. cause i really misss you ;D

i recently realise that photography is darn coolxzxzxzxz.

&nothing beats the part when i'm caring.

okay damm, i swear i tried posting pictures 3-5 times

but failed to do so. don't know what the hell is wrong with

blogger they kept saying error ID not logged in. =,=

anyw, readers don't miss me too much cause i'll be away for

camp from tuesday-wednesday. but at night i guess i'll be

coming back ;D therefore, i'll try posting the pictures up!

so sorrry for yesterday's emo post. but was reallly feeling down

& thanks a duck to all those friends who actually bothered

to comfort me. as for what happpen,

i don't know what i'm gonna do about it.

If only i can easily forget about things, i'll really do so.

last night you told me many things.. i don't know why

this time i felt something holding me back.

things you told me before.

merely strangers.

yes, i'm in the wrong for liking you.

i'm making a joke out of myself.............

Eileen, nobody's understanding you right now.

i think.. i'm wrong.

NBZXZXZXZ shu uemura called me for work

but i actually couldnt make it ): damm! i could

have earn some money for shopping. roars to all my

tight schedules! ; tuitions, co camp, co practice.

what the hell is this ?

& kill that ego of yours man, bcos i hate this negligence.

ugly side of me part II

sorry readers! was staying over at sharon's chalet from monday to wed

thats why i didnt really have to time to blog la! skipped school today

kinda happppy cause finallly i have the time to use the com *yays*

oh yea sorry for amt of pictures this time round cause all the crazy

ones i took are with Eugenia Baby. LAUGHS MY ASS.

anyw, i swear i can do better for maths! felt kindof disssapointed with

my report card lah! sighs. drop that manzxzzxzx. cause.......

holidays are approaching! but baby will be flying to china so

i'll be like so so bored ): it has beeen like months since i last stepped

into town/shopping la! feeel so sad please ): & guess what!

i haven get to watch 2 faces of my girlfriend NBXZXZ to the max.

okay nevermind tomorrrow i'll be going over to baby's house

and will definately be blogging there! ;D

have some patience.. oh ya! any recommendation on what i should

post about so as to entertain my readers?

i don't deny that i have a high-forehead & look ugly (part I)

hello readers! i misss you guys alot. & just realise

that i hadnt been updating my post for this weeeeek!

again & again, very sorrry cause i'm like having tuitions! (:

oh yea, i've gottten my results somehow felt okay about it

but still a little disappointed though, cause i felt that i can

do better then what i've acheived this time. sighs!

be warned for Eileen poh's results!

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English: 65 B3

Maths: 58 c5 =((((((((((((

Physics: 64 B4

Chemistry: 93 A1 =)))))))))

therefore, combined science: 79 A1 :DDDDDD

geog: 13/30 =(

Social studies: 13/25

therefore, combined humans: 48 D7 =((((((((

chinese: 64 b4

Poa: 5 U =((((((((((( laughs!

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okay now i know Eileen's actuallly quite dumb lah!

yay. gonnna relax myself today! watching movie with eugenia

and sharon later. beeen a long long time since i last really

relax myself.. & i don't know why people don't believe me.

i really don't have time for myself and i cant commmit to

my cca and even my piano lessons but what can i do?

i can't possibly cut myself up to pieces to satisfy you guys right?

can you guys try to stand in my shoes and know how i feel?

i know my impression towards you guys are just like

"hey Eileen wouldnt make it for her studies one lah & she'll

never change to those who study" right? sighs.

alright enough of the emo-ing. i'm a happpy girl.

therefore, i'll blog this weekend with many manyxzxzx..

picturesxz :D

chanel's cosmetics overview.

due to some problems, please don be lazy read it from

the bottom of this post because i uploaded the pictures

in the wrong sequence. ps: i not selling it just introducing

it for entertainment/women purposes.

step4 - very smooth natural & fine finish, normally apply it

as a sub of the loosepowder. love the way that it doesnt looks

like you had loads of makeups on! price $67 step3- ohhhhh! i absolutely love this the most! the loosepowder

makes my face like almost flawless after applying it. it also smoothen

your complexion. natural finish too (: price $69 step2- personallly, i don't really adore this. reason, i feel my pores

clogging up after applying this. but the after effect with the combi

of others is totally perfect! price $75

step1- this acts as a very light sunblock base mostly to cover up uneven skin tonesbest about it is... its really those light ones! not like those where you'll make yourmakeups look thick! price $72

chinese new year- part 2

bebe's best friend, pepper (:
okay readers i'm not crapping but seriously i wanted

to blog about chanel today. how unlucky~ bcos my digital

cam batt low..sighs. please sweeetie pies stop asking me

whether bebe or whatsoever is are real dogs anot!

because i won't be so free to play with those stuffed toys &

even bother to take pictures with them! (:

still suffering from severe moodswings that kept my mind

occupied almost every minute. oh yea! i've gotten the maths

paper results i've taken today... pathetic 20/35
but at the same time feel elated because i actually didnt

score a what? 9/30? seriously degraceful.

dear readers, a happpy weeek ahead! LOVE.

continuous struggles killling me &

i'll blog sooon

Chinese new year photos -Part 1

hello readers, i finally found myself a day to really

relax and blog about my life! it has been really really

stress for me recently... having quite alot of tuitions.

& kept crying in school for nuts man. :/ seriously i'm

feeling stress now......i hope i'll quickly get over this

2 years so i won't have to fret over all those damm exams.

laughs okay people say hello to my sucky valentine's day!

i spent it in school and had tuition. WOW a nice one

for me this year. i swear next year's not gonna be like that

manzxzxzxzx! starting from monday i'll be having

my common test week alrdy i'm worried! but this time

i know i have to help myself....(study)*

going over grandma's house sooooooon and

thereafter off to sharon's house both for gambling.

I'M SO SORRY FOR NEGLECTING MY DEAR SWEEETEST

READERS! please bear with me i'll blog more frequently

when i really have the time to rest k?(:

moooody. & i think i enjoy your........

due to my veryvery busy schedule,

I'll post all my new year photos tomorrow.

reason: i'm having tuitions everyday bcos

i've got 9/30 for maths. say hello to the dumby

now.. i'm really stupid! ):

valentine's coming and i gonna celebrate with

my girlfriends! & guess what?

i actually cried manymany times today manxzxzzxzxz!

ROARS. BACK TMR.

sorry for this
with eugeniaaaaaaaaaaaaa (:
hello sarah, you're here (:
hello readers i'm here to blog again (: sorry for not

updating! i've been busy shopping and wasting my money away.

spend this week fruitfully.. had lots of fun and laughter.

love spending my days away with my friends! but i miss

many many people! i neeeed the drive to fufill lotsa things

i'm suppose to do! HOWWW MANXZ. okay back to the sub.

another new year unfolds but i realise i didn't achieve any

commitments/things i want to have/do. i don't know why

at this point of time i'm still so lazy i really hate this!

& i feel very bad now... cause i did something selfish to

someone i supposed. i'm so sorry but i don't know what i can

do about that :/ anyway, happpy new year to all my dearies

& readers! you guys are the apples in my eyes alright!

upcoming post: as what i promised, the chanel cosmetics

i bought and will tell you guys the pros and cons abt

them (: be patient! will be posted by 8th-10th.

there's some errror so i couldnt combine this post with the

pictures. so readers, please don't be lazy! after finish reading,

scroll down thanks! Laughs! wanted to post some pictures

of myself but came across Alvin&hisbro pictures so i couldnt bear

but to leave my pictures rotting in the files and upload theirs up!

okay ppl, please clap your hands because school's a total

nightmare today. words do spreads quickly, damm you justin.

Don't worry. because i'm not a petty person (: oh yea, there's

this girl named i____ who's like so darn crazy over justin lah!

she kept asking loads of questions about him. of course it's

irritating but at the same time, fun though. LAUGHS TO YOU.

i'm having tuition from 6+ to 11 later so shouldnt be online

or going out ): it has beeen so long since i last chilled with my

peeps manzxzxz! i've been a really goood girl recently... going

for tuitions, doing my own work, piano lessons and practicing

piano! sucha goood girl right! Eileen's no longer the same!

i'm really stressing over the modelling thing... mayb i shouldnt

even consider at all.

& oh my god. you knew! shitzx

back due to popular demands! ALVIN & HIS BROTHER ALDEN

i'm so sorry but i didnt do this purposely

part one of the japan's trip.

stay tuned for more of the japan's post.
theres like 3481562492035 pictures in my com but i
couldn't post it up all at a time bcos i've to keep my readers
entertained 24/7 right?oh yea, thousands of pictures of myself!
laughs. okay i'm sick like again.. ROARS.
bad sorethroat and flu this time round so.... no school
for Eileen today yayness. it has beeen ages since i reallly
caught up with my friends. ): but no worries.. i'm sure after
my Ns i'll be god damm free and i really miss you guys now.
let me talk about some things den. School-
ahhhhh still as tiring, bored and really dislike it!
hoping that i'll quickly get over Ns and enjoy my holidays.
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Friends- slightly better now.. everyone is almost back on
the path & most of all no conflicts till now which i felt happy.
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life- still the same... being single is what i like and dislike
carefree but a the same time lonely. however, i've learnt
how to appreciate things ard me so i don't think i really need
someone with me that much afterall. OH YAHHHHHH
my mum and me bought chanel cosmetics and its darn nice!
although we spent like 300+ on that ): i'll post the pics
on that soon! be patient. i'll blog tomorrow~
& this cute guy.