ohh my god god god can anyone actually believe this?

its a friday and i'm fuckingly stuck at home.

i seriously hate being at home on fridays and weekends.

theres so many many things i wanna do right now!

go kbox and sing my heart out, go shop till i drop &

watch some very scary horror movies!

any takers? i'm like so boredddddd now.

and peeeps really sorry yea, it has been a long time

since i came online. apologise if i neglected some of you.

oh yah, i remember watching 1408 with zilah and jolene.

and people please don't watch that show.

at the beginning its like not-so-bad, middle its like

so-so and what is it all about now?

the ending is fucking lousy doesnt seems to scare

me at all. spent 7 dollars to scare myself but end up

"huhing" about that movie =,=

i'll rate that piece of shit 2 stars please.

AND I HAVEN WATCH DEAD SILENCE ):

i will not be in singapore.

bye.

whatever i do, i'm always the one in the wrong.

in your heart, never am i a goood, respectful or a good d_______

yea i'm not your d_______ you don't have a d_______ like me.

oh yea you treat me well? bought me everything i liked?

it has got nothing to do with the relationship between us.

why always got so worked up over small little things?

why does it always have to end up the same?

why can't u just be like d__ who knows how to talk

things over to me nicely even before trying to use his hands?

why are you so unreasonable? why are you so not understanding?

fancy you being my m_____. and i swear i really

hated yesterday. nothing's gonna make me forget what

you did to my phone. why can't you just fuckingly

listen to me. yeayea everything u do is right.

your hands are painful. mine's not mine's not okay?

and whether or not i want to attend school is really

non of your business. i love school so do you have any

problems with it? i'm really getting sick of this h___

of mine. you people will see sometime i'll go crazy

and it'll be time i'll not be h___ and leave for good.

words from me to you people,

Jolene loke: girl uh, u always say i don't love you!

but thats what you think luh actually deep down in my heart

u do matters alot to me. There are times when

i'm really down and didn't know what to do whos there

to help and cheer me up? yes, youuuuuuuu.

i thank god theres you with me dear.

& don't think too much hokay! & u're love :D

Zazilah: girlfriend! haaaaaaaaas who usually accompany

me and make me real happy without any worries?

of course its you lah! i rmb times when we quarrelled

over small lil things. but i'm sure it didnt hurt our

friendship at all. & all the times being with me,

big thanks to you! (;

rowell wifey: girl, although we had not know each other

for long but i really feel the friendship between us.

haaaas, everytime i quarrel with him whos the one

cheering me up and biting me?! YOU LAH!

laughs. See! such a good friend i've got. right? (:

i know u're still feeling upset but i do really hope u'll

not think about it anymore. just like how u told me*

Love Laopo,

Joelyn & Xijie : at times when i'm feeling frustrated and down

u both did crack funny jokes just to make me laugh.

although this year we started to get closer but i really

love times spent with you people.

now both of you are busy studying for exams.

big luck for you! love yea (:

Randolph: hey bitchhhhhh , 3 years of friendship really didnt

went down the drain. i enjoyed crapping with you.

and u really showed me how things work in another

way. i hope that u'll not break your fragile heart anymore!

and yes bitch u're love !

Wanzhuang & Xuanhui: girls uh, no more quarrels hokay?

see life's so much better without those quarrelings!

HAHA, u're both my listeners. whenever i have problems

be it a small or a big one the both of u never fail

to lend me a listening ear and a mouth with jokes.

And And there're people i miss!

wanjoo yanling amelia benji shermaine xueqi simun rowell

yuzhen adeline irene and many more.

those not mentioned are not forgotton too.

thanks you people. this is <3!

okay dear readers, stop huh-ing. (:

cause i'm really in my school's chinese orchestra

&& i'm in the erhu section. suprising uh?

hokayyyy and i hope u people won't spot me in the photo.

Laughs. oh yah these few days had been prety warm

so dear girlfriends/friends please take care and

drink more water alrights! :D

awww shit, i think i'll fail my EOY exams luh.

because i just realised that my brain had not been working

this year. i seriously don't know anything about

sec 3 work leh! maths = really driving me crazy

science = i don't know whats happening

english = the teacher really suck a big time

chinese = ahaaa learnt nothing?

my conclusion: sec 3 year is honeymoon~

tomoro we'll be having a school trip to macpherson

ite. please let tomoro be a windy day!

oh yahhhh girls! theres this very nice lip gloss

by canmake selling at only $12.90 at watsons

grab it now! (:

& i hope i'll find a goooood man,

update tomorrow~

tell me tell me am i too late to realise that.........

u actuallly still lingers in my mind? =/

let go let go let go let go let go let go let go let go

its easier said den done.

and i don't think i'll make it because hey,

i really miss you.

i hope everyone who plays around with girls die.

especially youuuuuuu. and u're not great, u're a sucker.

u're forgotton but not forgiven ass.

get that into your mind boy. so what if u're more

that average looking? does that makes u a player?

stop all ur doings. u're big enough stop playing ur days away.

someday, i know u'll understand.

whos the asshole who created friendster?

without friendster i'm sure there won't be so many players

around. aiyah whatever luh.

hey people its a lovey-dovey red day today :D

yaynesss my favourite colour hokay. laughs.

its 2-15pm now and i'm still rottting at home darn lazyyyyy.

gonna meet my friends later for the fireworks!

oh yah, everyyear when theres fireworks, theres no...

boyfriend. LOL, girlfriends are important! ^^

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

okay, i'm fucking sick. someone help me please!

_l_ i hate days when i'm sick and no one's caring about it.

& i think i neeed someone with me now.

as i'm so bored at home! my phone isin't ringing for like

manymany days already. and who call that a phone!

*roars* okay i don't even understand what i'm complaining and

talking about now. hahaha i'm sick and bored like crazy.

so if u save me i'll be thankful and hug you.

LAUGHS. =,=

alright people please stop asking. let me say it once more,

i'm single and don't ask what happen.

now i really wonder whats the point of being in a relationship

when i know it wouldnt last at all! *roars loudly*

because things always ended the same way.

saying bye-bye / sayonara to each other. what the duck =,=

so whats the difference betweeen a 2 yrs relationship &

a 1 yr relationship? ans : broke off (same) Laughs.

girls, ladies, women or whatsoever please wake up~

we should know clearly things won't last for "forever",

stop being naive. & boysguysmen just what's wrong with

you people? stop saying i love you if you don't really mean it

and pleaseplease stop saying hey girl be with me

if you can't secure us with a long termed relationship.

guys please refrain from treating love and us like a

fool. we ain't fools, we're growing ladies-to-be (:

enough talking let me present my flaws to you people.

i'm stupid, lazy, dumb, ugly, selfish, irritating, sensitive,

noisy, possessive, bad tempered and&and nosey~

hokayyyy. too bad this is just me. Laughs.

but this is really shit luh. i'm efffing bored at this time.

*pouts* ahhh shit okay.

&& i believe someday sometime i'll feel loved and love

again right? but i think being lesbian is cool :D

okay people~ sorted things out and i'm

single again (:

schooling suck. especially on days when u're really tired

and mooody =/

yea i totally agree friends are the most important.

Laughs. this few i hadn't beeen feeling happy thanks people like

yanling, rowell, wanjoo, joelyn, jolene, zilah, wanzhuang,

xinhui, xuanhui and eugenia although shes away for OBS.

almost everything didnt go well for me..

many days since i last contacted you. seriously hope

everything's doing well for you.

people, love's a total bitch. unless you really find someone

who really love you. & its difficult.

now i'm like so lack of confidence in relationships already.

but yea i hope i'll get over all these sad things soon.

now i don't even understand our situation. Laughs.

pleaseeeee no more flings ):