It's 12.15am now and i have not slept a wink.

In case some of you do not know, Chinese Os is just like

3 or 4 days away. Not too long to go, yet not to short to

have the last chances to create miracles.

School these few days were everything about chinese.

We were drilled to do everything by an error free and

perfecting our writing in the shortest time possible

so much that my brain stops functioning at times.

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Till these days then i started realising that even

Chinese as a language, has it's own beauty that will

only be realised after long practices of writing and

speaking. (HAHA weird me today because for my

entire life, i've not been speaking good of chinese.)

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Sometimes i actually felt that theres a significant

change in how life was like from last year and this

year. Although theres more to handle, more to do

and more to study...... i'm kinda starting to tune

myself better to this hectic lifestyle without the stress

i was dealing with last year and even started to get

the momentum.

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Of course, my life doesn't only revolves around studies

but also many more interesting factors that made

me what i am today. I'm no nerddddd HAHA.

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Anyw, i'm having some problems deciding whether

i should pursue Business Studies(Human Resource),

Advertising & Public Relations or Law & Management

Suggestions anyone?

A week ago

Hi guys i'm dead beat!

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oh yes my results......

Eng B3(Shocked.highest in class. i know it's wtf)

Science B4(irritated and disappointed)

Maths C6(no words will be able describe this)

Chinese B4 (Ranked 3rd in class. i know it's wtf again)

Combi humans F9(no comments)

Poa F9(no comments too)

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Ok tata! i.need.my.sleep.now

You

All taken last night after dinner over at my house

and theres still more in my webcam folder.

Without any makeups and acting random... sorry ah!

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Oh did i mention last friday i went marina mandarin

for buffet dinner at the aquamarine? Not sure

whether did i get it correctly anot. Anyw, food there

was OK but not to the peak where you'll still rmb

how the it tastes like now. But i got to agree that

the chilli crab(one of the chef's recommendation)

wasn't disappointing. Luckily enough. HAHAHA

Per head at $58+++ so... rating? 3.2/5

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Darliney and me took lotsa pictures over there but

i'm lazy to upload them here. Mayb over a facebook?

Uploading pictures onto my com is no longer a

hassle with it. It's such a breeeze over there with

one click and everything done nicely! Sounding like

an ambassador for facebook now rightttt.

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Mid year exams finallly over! So, done with one

little hurdle. Oh wait, wouldn't say it's even a hurdle..

mayb a small little bump? Having mixed feelings now

partly because exams ended but Os chinese coming

in like what? 11 days? anddddd i have a hunch

that i didn't do great this time round. badddddd

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Meeting kennyoji and kyler later over at tampines

mall or T1. Been long since we last met up for a

drink. Might be meeting darliney for movie at night

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Love

Wanted to post pictures but couldn't bring myself to.

My uncle(mom's cousin) commited suicide on the 15th

of may. He jumped off his house on the 14th floor.

Life is so beautiful yet so fragile. Rest in peace.

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Vaunt 4 at StJames on the 7th june! reserve from me!

Love.

That's me without a pinch of makeups last sunday at

Tampines 1 with darliney and my cousins.

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OK WAIT. look at the picture again!! see my thin

brows lying there lifelessly bald on my face? that's the

'fabulous' job the ugly old and fat auntie did to me.

Just compare his brows with mine... HAHAHAHA.

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Exams weren't as bad nor as good as i thought.

But still, it didn't scared me any. My life still goes on

like how it was supposed to be and i'm really enjoying

every bit on this. Thanks to ppl like Efah, Zilah and

Xinhui who've been there with me whenever i'm in

desperate need for someone to talk to and also, never

failed to laugh at my not-funny-at-all jokes.

Love you girls alot

(i think you guys are the only friends that i enjoyed being with.)

Friends changes, Friends moves

Friends drift, Friends leaves......

I've experienced it more than any that i actually don't

bother to care anymore. Efah! i think we're the same

so.... we should love each other even more :)

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Hehehehe let's deviate from this topic lest i get myself

emo or sadddddddd again.

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I'm going to parkway later to meet denz and darliney

and he don't know any shit about it!

Yay gonnnnnnaaaaa suprise him.

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7th of june St James Mixed aged.

Reserve your tickets from me!

Birthday night

That's the cake i baked with darliney- the strawberry

cheesecake ;) sure loook nice huh?

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Lucky enough they didn't check darliney and me.

Anyw, i was kinda high that night and was dancing the

night away on the tables and sofas.

Total madnessss but i really had fun fun fun.

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Anyw, I bought a polaroid ytd and it takes f.nice

pictures hoooraayyyyy. (he paid half for it too)

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Many more pictures with his sisters.

Shall post them up soon!

Amara hotel , Korean Cuisine

Dinner was super filling yesterday + the cheesecake

i think i've gain mayb a kg or two? Saddddddddddddd

i must really stop eattting man. You people won't

believe how much weight i've put on since dec till now.

But i'll openly tell you ppl that i've gain er.....

3kg? or mayb a lil more. I need holidays!!!!! Because

it has always been a norm that i lose weight fast

during the holidaysssssssss.

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I forgotten to take a pic of the cake we baked ytd!

Shall get it from Darliney's sis soon ;)

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Tonight club. What to wearrrrrrrr?! this is driving me

nuts. Gtg! i'll be back posting pictures.

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Oh wait, before i go........

HAHAHAAHHA i took lots of pictures with darliney

ytd and i loook f.ugly which is evidently seen on the

pictures above.

Hatred (Please skip this part if necessary)

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I'm fuming mad i swearrrrr. The damn auntie at the

trimming specialist(located at tamp inter) is damn fat,

stupid and ugly. I stepped in,told her that i wanna

trim my eyebrow and even purposely said "i don't want

it to be thin... just want it to be neat" she said "ok".

Oh wow look at the fantastic job she've done to my

brows now.... i look like i'm naked. AND she didnt

even trimmed any single shit! all she did was just

shave shave and shave!!!! I EVEN BLED @#*%&#$!

The rest always did a goob job for me except for her.

Please do not think that i'm overreacting. As girls, we

should all know that our brows play a bigbig part in

our overall appearence rightttttttttt.

F.

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On the lighter note, darliney and me baked a cheese

cake yesterday and it looks awesome-ly gooood!

(althought the big one was kinda screwed)

But anyw, we're going some hotel for dinner at night

with his family for his sis birthday. Let's just keep my

fingers cross that i won't end up ravaging the food on

the table. Don't wanna put on any more weight!

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Sorry weising. I'm really sorry for always being so

unreasonable. And thanks for always being sooooo

understanding and nice. It's our 3rd.

Love you ;)

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Pics taken later in the night will be uploaded soon!

Missssssss

Why do i look so ugly in this photo huh?

HAHA pardon our red faces because we drank that night.

(26th april over at eugenia's house)

anddd this saturday we'll be celebrating darliney's sis 20th

birthday at some club/bar ssoooooo it's time to have fun!

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(random)i'm satisfied with my current hair because

it doesn't look as ahlian-ish anymore due to the

fact that i've snipped off all the thin and long ends.

I think i look much more freshen up, neater and most

importantly TALLER! (long hair actually shortens your frame

especially if you're already short enough. HAHAHAHAHAHA)

My hair is growing in lightning speed i swear.

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Only two days since we last met and i'm missing

darliney like a madwoman alrdy. The incessant thinking

of him make me feel very much like a pervert at times.

Wonder how is he doing for his soccer trials in school

now???? Please work hard k darling.

Loveandmissyou! ;)

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All sides of me.

Been long since i last posted pictures of myself and i

finally got to posted some of myself today. I've more of

darliney and me to upload soon.

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Pardon me for the f word i uses here (pls skip this part if necessary)

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I've been doing nothing at home since 12pm except

for sleeping, eating, using lappy and talking.

I seriously think that i've been wasting my life for

more than half a year and this is realllll baddddddd.

I just can't get any books into my head cause i'm

just f.lazy and this is really pissing my ass off.

It's reallyreally f.irritating and i feel like awarding

myself a big fat slap. Last week's mid year papers

wasn't scaring any shit out of me and this is

freagging weird because it wasn't any bit like this

last year. I think i should stop going out till late in

the nights because i'm getting so used to it like no

one's business. "Hello Eileen, so... you think you're

not taking your major exams this year huh?"

Why aren't the hear of Olvls scaring me? Someone

please infect me with some stress of yours so i'll

get my ass of the chair and start mugging.

Fuck.

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This week was kinda shitty for me.

Had many tiffs with darliney and sometimes it puts

wondering if our relationship is going the wrong way.

I think i'm most to blame. Dominance is the perfect

word for the fault of mine....... i guess.

Thanks for always trying your best to give in to my

wants and needs and didn't even utter a single word

though i've been complaining abt how bad you are.

I'm really sorry about that and i love you.

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Anyw, i've got new stocks for Lavinty and it's really

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Some facts that you might not know about me

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I'm actually considered a little indo-chinese bcos my

grandpa is from batam. But i guess the indo blood in me

is kinda diluted now? My dad's fault!

I've not inherited my mum's pretty features all because

of my dad! Which i'm always whinning about.

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I don't fart unless i'm having severe tummyaches.

Hole in my stomach? might be.

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I'm very pissed now as i've earlier tried to upload pics

here but it failed! And i've tried more than once.

Trust me i'm cursing blogger very much now.

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Anyway, support http://www.lavinty.blogspot.com/ ok!

we'll bebringing in vintage watches soon. Stay tuned.

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With love,

Hair

I swear my hair looks longer in this picture. I guess I just

snipped of like 4-5 inches of my hair? ****Cries****

However, i'm lucky enough as 8 out of 10 people usually

regretted it from the change of long to short hair.

I supposed? HAHAHA. (actually sometimes i do miss my long hair)

Most of my friends commented that i look more matured

in this hair. What do you guys think then? Tag please!

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My results are on the average this time round.

English 20/30

Maths 25/40

Chinese 32/50

Combi Sci 43/60

Combi Humans 21/35

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Next week mark the start of Mid year exams.

It's also a norm for the school to set 'killer papers'.

I'm trying my best to keep myself on track and sadly to

say, to date, i've not been working hard yet.

But i do really wanna score and make myself proud.

Let's just keep my fingers cross that last minute studying

still works for me just like how it always did.

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It's friday tomorrow which means, Kennyoji will be back

in singapore after 4 long months overseas.

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Weising, study hard k? loveyou.

Sick

Evidently as seen from the webcam pics of me and weising,

you'll get to see that i don't really bother about how i look.

It's not that Eileen've turned lazy.

I find it weird to as to why wouldn't i bother about

my looks anymore when i'm with him. Too comfortable?

I GUESS SO? HAHAHAHAH. WEISING, BE A DEPRESSED

MAN FROM NOW ON AS YOU WON'T GET TO SEE ANY

PRETTY THINGS FOR QUITE SOME TIME IN YOUR

LIFE. Cheers or tears? Loveyou :)

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Anyw, i'm really too lazy to post the second design of the

vinty earrings today. probably tomorrow?

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This is irritating. i just can't wait. can't freagging wait to

graduate and move on to poly. Envious of those who used

to be in my batch in poly now. Life seems to be moving

much more slower over there.

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ANYWAY BIG NEWS.

I CUT MY HAIR DAMN SHORT YTD. NOW MY HAIR

IS ABOVE MY CHEST. IMAGINE HOW SHORT IS THAT.

Photos will be up soon. Tell me your comments yeah!

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Forsaken

I forgotten about my blog totally. Life's sickening.

I hate myself!!!!!!!! why the fug can't i just eat less and

exercise more? i need to shed some fats i swear.

but schooling always seems to be a hurdle for me to slim

down. Prolly because we tend to eat more due to stress?

HAHA. high possibility.

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Ok i'm gonna make a to-do-list now and the deadline

for everything to be done will be on the erm... 11/11/09.

WHY? because it's the day when i'm done with Os.

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1st: To save $1000 for clothes spree

2nd: To lose 5kg (which is s-diff to attain)

3rd: A Trip overseas with close friends

4th: Aiya many more. can't think of em now.

Brain dead.

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I'll continue my long to-do-list soon.

I'm feeeling damn shiokkkk now because i just had my

online shopping spree. And i've spent more than 300

bucks this weekend on things that i don't really see except

for some clothes from dorothyperks and topshop.

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I REALLY NEED TO GET OVER WITH OS ASAP.

Can't wait for the day i'm liberated from this freaging

exam. That day will be the day i'll throw all my books

away and hug everyone on the streets screaming on

the top of my voice "I've GRADUATED" like finally

after 5 long years in the secondary school being ugly

all the time without even complaining.

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HAHA

With love.

Life couldn't have been any better.

This was taken last week if i'm not wrong.

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The weather have been a total bitch for the past few

days. Staying in class makes me feel like i'm boiling.

It's freagging too warm. Oh god please let it rain!

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School? still a disaster. Chemistry distinction club

remedial's test was horrendous. What have i got? HAHA

10/30. I wonder how i've gotten 1 for N levels last year.

Think i've forgotten all about the theory and stuffs.

But i admit that paper was really tough one. (i guess?)

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I need moneymoneymoney to buy all my new clothes

and others that i've been eyeing for a long time.

This is bad... Os this year. Couldn't fork out any time

to really work and earn big bucks. Oh ya! i've a 2 days

event job this month with boony as we've previously

worked for them. Lucky boon and me. AHHAHA

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It's time for me to be on stage for the announcement

tomorrow again! A little jittery now. But it's okay since

i've been up there once. Speak slower Eileen poh k?

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Ngweising, you better clear your pimples if not imma

pinch and squeeze your pimples till you die...

ROAR-NESS. Loveyou :)

Webcamming with wz in the night.

Thats what we do when we get too bored. Not in the mood. i'll be back!

Love you weising!

Idiot boy of mine went to genting this morning and it feels

weird without having him to talk to me around this time where

he usually will call after dinner. I gave him a text not long ago

and he actually called me! I've been spending almost everyday

with him during my march holidays that's no wonder

why my holidays seems to end in a blink of an eye.

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Anyw, just to briefly summarise how i spent this holiday with him.

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Had quite a bad time with him during the first few days due to

something that happened. Shall not dwell on it since it's all over.

We had many heart to heart talks after that and i hope that it

helps in strengthening the communication we both share.

Caught a couple of movies together.....

Having dinners with my family and his family........

Went to robinson sale at expo and he kept mum even though

i've wasted alot of time shopping here and there.

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Therefore i came to a conclusion: I actually enjoy spending

my time with you weising. Have fun at genting!

Your girlfriend here is missing you okay.

Back.

Taken before zouk that night at home. HAHAHAHAHAA

I swear i looked 100 times uglier outside zouk as i was all

sweaty running around passing my buyers tickets.

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Just came back from the school trip to msia last night.

The sky was exceptionally beautiful over at desaru.

It was an awesome experience and was my first time

watching so many stars from a boat. In the midst of the

boat trip i told myself......

"The world is such a vast place for us to be in but yet it

still showcases it's beauty to us in a pretty sceneric view".

Sometimes i feel so good spending the whole night alone

watching the stars blinking away. Have you guys had

any experience where you had a tiff with your loved ones

but watching the stars eventually calmed you down?

I had far too many. But it sure feels good after that.

Ok why am i suddenly talking so deep into stars? Deviate

back please Eileen.

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Theres st james tonight but i guess i'll be giving it a miss.

Getting a lil sick of parties as it's always the same old thing

that happens. Girls there to get grinded and guys there to

grind. Boring activity to spend my night away like that.

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Oh yes! i need sellers to help me sell june's party tix.

Details all not out yet. Any interested, do feel free to email

me or approach me thru msn ok or even better, tag me.

I'll be anticipating many responses yeah?

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Should be meeting weising later. Bye!

With love.